Wednesday, January 31, 2007 CONFESSIONS heylos.. my day was alrights.. actually, NO, nt veri alright. only aft sku it was alright. i cried in sku today. sum idiot requested for extra work. like as if work on my hands are nt enuff. plus on top of tt i'm really veri fearful of the fact tt i cant pass COMMON TEST! which is next wk. i haven revised nuts.. :/// anws, i dun wana dwell on the sad stuff of my day. aft sku, had debate miting awhile.. which proved one pt to me.. I SUCK AT DEBATE! I HATE DEBATE, AND I SHALL NEVER DEBATE EVER AGAIN! then aft sku went out with my OG mates.. they're so entirely lovely lah.. WAD WUD I DO WITHOUT THEM????! i wonder.. they made me laugh like nobody's business.. they make me eat and eat and eat. they feed me.. hug me.. so nice. totally love them! THANKS UTU 1!!!! CHARI loves u too!! :D nw, moving on to try to clarify myself when i said i dint wana get committed.. i said i cannot get committed at this point in time becoz i seriously have no time and i dun wana anything bad to happen btw us. and i dun wana me to regret it. neither do i wana hurt u.. but tt doesnt mean tt i've stopped loving u.. you know wad i mean? hais.. so difficult la.. BGR.. gosh.. and it always happens when there're so many things to do.. do u understand? there're certain things tt only u, and u only can make me smile.. you jus have to be u.. : ) anws, i'm totally exhausted.. before i end, i oso wana thank hsiang lin for the tissues. thank janessa for offering chocs to me.. and THANK YOU james for listening to me crap. and for listening to me talk all rubbish.. and pulling me back frm banging a car.. thx for going thru the debate stuff and pointing out loopholes too. thanks darlings!! chari loves all of u! yes, ppl who care abt me.. ppl who bother to care whether i'm alive or nt.. :D gtg.. takecares love. CHARI** ((: p.s:myloveforyouhasneverchanged......... :)) Slid down the rainbow at 22:59 0 comments Monday, January 29, 2007 GYM! heylos!! finally went sku at 8 today. meaning reached at 9. lols. so nice. but i stil quite slpy! anws, had PE. and we went to the GYM!! wheee! so fun! i totally love the gym. reminds me of my time doing physio at SGH! lols. same stuff.. i'm gonna workout man.. nid to get rid of all the fats! be prepared for a change in CHARI! lols.. :P then, i managed to go thru the day.. but of coz with a headache. was so slpy when i was in the train. i tried to read, but it was like i cudnt understand anything. for the first time today, i dun have any wrk. thank GOD i finished everything last nite. hahas. hard wrk does pay off!! so, everyone, BE HARDWORKING!! lols. oh yes, and during HT (home tutor's period), we went to centre stage for sum talk abt our learning style. then they made us do a survey. so cool! and a report of 7 pages long will be cuming back to us! cool eh? lols! cant stand it! so fun lor. but sad thing is, i dropped my pen at centre stage. sians. but the ink left abit nia. so nvm lor. hahas. start on my new pen. :P anws, nth much to blog abt today oso.. lols p.s: gab, u look very good in tt shirt.. black really looks good on u.. and i tink.. i really like guys tt wear formal wear. all guys look good in them. or at least most guys. hahas! takecares loVE. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 20:14 0 comments Sunday, January 28, 2007 homework homework heylos.. i was so famished!! anws, called mum, and dad bought me dinner hm. ate alot alot alot. had 5 tang yuans, peanuts ones. :D and fish porridge, and finished up my BEN&JERRY'S CHOC CHIP AND COOKIE DOUGH icecream. and had a few pieces of cookies.. LOLS! alot rite?? crazy lor. and i was watching tv while eating. so unhealthy. anw, i finally finished KL lit, AQ and ECONS! wheeeee!! now only left my little fugu to write. hahas, if u're wondering wad or who is fugu, he's my fishy!! he's this little puffer fish. fugu is his jap name. okays, mayb he's nt tt little. OKAYS, i'll stop it. its this lit passage abt this fish called fugu tt i have to do a critical analysis on. i jus tink he has a veri cute name. FUGU! lols. actually, tt's all i wanted to say. :P i gtg continue do my wrk le.. sighs.. so much wrk to do.. but i'm determined to finish. at least FUGU and hopefully chinese book review. then i sure can slp veri well. hahas. alrightos, cya!! love. CHARI ** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 22:04 0 comments loads of things to do! heylos.. i dint go church today coz i have tons of over dued and "due on tues" work to do! :/// also coz i'm really super exhausted. yesterday i dint even go eat with the youth.. i realised coming home to eat really saves money. lols! anw, after eating yesterday, solved a few maths prob for GLOW, then i went to slp! slpt frm abt 9 plus to abt 9 this morning. cool eh? but only really woke up at 10. then had macs breakfast! ha. anw, here's my list of to-do-list: 1. LIT-KL to be completed by 1/2 2. ECONS - Essay to be completed by tues. 3. CHINESE- book review to be completed.. erms.. long time ago. (ASAP!!) 4. LIT- TF critical analysis to be completed by tues 5. HISTORY-nora, sum readings to be completed by tues. 6. IRP- AQ to be completed last wk 7. DEBATE- debating on this cuming friday! :/// 8. STUDY FOR ALL TESTS!!!! in 1 wk's time!! here's my timetable for COMMON TEST 05 feb- GP 0930-1100 06 feb - ECONS 0830-1000 & CHINESE 1130-1300 07 feb - HISTORY 1130-1300 08 feb - MATH 0830-1000 & LIT 1130-1430 09 feb - NO SCHOOL!! LOLS! :P yeah, anw, going to complete my wrk nw. so cya ard!! takecares love. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 13:34 0 comments Saturday, January 27, 2007 nw is nt the time heylos. i've been tinking abt it for like 2 days. and i feel nw is definitely nt the time to go into a relationship. thus, i'm gonna give up on my sumone special. as in, i no longer wana go into a relationship. i realised i really dun have the time! if i gave up debating becoz i cudnt cope with my wrk, i definitely dun and wont have time for a relationship which definitely takes up even more of my time.. so i'm sorry.. but i'm gonna stay single and available but nt gonna commit to anything or anyone. at the moment, living for GOD is my main and first priority. secondly, is my studies.. i'm gonna excel! i wana do jus tt.. i nid to do jus tt.. i hope my frens wil understand.. everyday nt enuff slp. everyday wake up so early. everyday cum hm so late. everyday can so much wrk to do. everyday gt many many things to do! NO TIME!!!! oh wells.. i'm dying already gtg.. cya.. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 20:35 0 comments bandbandband heylos.. sku was pretty short today. was quite determined to go hm early to slp and study actually. but i sumhw ended up waiting for hsiang lin to finish her miting. then went to eat with hazel,marilyn,hsianglin,janessa at KFC outside sku. then met marcus at westmall to do wrk while waiting for james. then weiteck called and asked if i'm going for the SYF rehearsals today. so i decided i wud go. and told james i nida be back before 6. coz tt's wad weiteck told me. so james ask me go back first. coz he was stil having cca. bah, so i took the train and went hm! then weiteck said, oh, 7.45 then we leaving. tiaos.. the time slot is 8.30 - 9.45 lor. tiaos. in the end by the time we reach, we only used like 45mins or less i tink. i almost fell aslp. we went to SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL.. to rehearse for our upcoming SYF. nt bad la. the song quite nice.. but alot of refinement nid to be done. squeaky, unconfident.. hais.. band band band.. u nid to buck up!!! 3 mths for u to perfect urselves. dun rush.. play according to the timing.. be confident! trust me.. u have wad it takes!! and best of all, u've my moral support and WE LOVE YOU!! (speaking on behalf of weiteck and i.. lols) traffic jam.. saw this lady motorcyclist.. skidded. then fall down. then she cudnt pick up her bike. so poor thing. on the expressway sum more. so we cudnt get off the bus to help her. it happened right in front of the bus we were in lor. wah.. so scary. poor gal. if its me, i sure cry le. anws, me's super duperly tired.. so i nida go slp aft my hair dries.. oh yes, and we cam whored alot during the syf thingy today. ask weiteck. we've loadsa upside down pics. lols. mr lee took foto for us in the bus too. but veri shaky. lols.. mr lee likes to take photos too (i tink).. ms pan too! lols.. gtg! takecares.. love. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 00:10 0 comments Thursday, January 25, 2007 LISTENING! hais.. wad's wrong with everyone? everyone says i dun communicate with them. and yet, when i speak, are they really listening? they dun even know what happened to me in sku. they dun even bother to ask. dun even bother to listen. who's fault is it nw? cum hm early, gt time to talk, they dun wana talk. they rather sit in front of the tv and watch. even when talking, the tv muz be on! THE TV IS A HUGE MONSTER!!! I HATE IT! eats up ppl's time and the family's time. and leaves no space for communication and bonding within the family. stoopid box! and when i say sumthing, other ppl will always try to like out do me. as in, for example, i say, i'm veri tired. gt test tmr, then the other fella will say, yeah me too, i even worse. gt alot of wrk plus major exam tmr. cannot fail, if nt my parents will scold me.. -_-'' HABIT FIVE LAH!! pls. i know i sound veri self centred. but at times i oso nid to talk to sumone. but there's always like no one to talk to. as in, even if i talk to sumone, for example shuyun, sumtimes i feel she's jus listening for the sake of listening, as in nt really paying attention. jus let me talk. like tt might as well i jus talk to my wall??!! now i know y i used to talk to my stuffed toys. they're nicer. at least they're always smiling. and wont scold u back or cut u or rebut u. they jus listen! :/// communication breakdown. CHARI's so noisy, every teacher in pri sku says she's talkative. but i tink she's toned down alot. she can possibly jus keep quiet the whole day, or keep quiet thruout lunch and she doesnt feel tt weird. oh wells.. i dunno wad crap i talking le.. i tink i shud jus go back to slp.. cya.. CHARI :// Slid down the rainbow at 21:23 0 comments freezing in sku!! heylos.. its such a super cold day lor.. crazy.. and i'm so so so tired. i finally cannot tahan le.. i slpt abit during econs. towards the end of the lesson. and tt was only my second lesson of the day. then during break RONNIE hit me on my head, and i was already having a headache lor. i cried leh.. i jus stood there and tears started to flow. coz it really hurt!! it wasnt really veri hard, jus tt i tink coz i was already abit "nt responding/nt functioning" tt made my head spin even more. i almost lost my balance le. super dizzy aft tt.. then i went to c ms gong and signed out.. hais, i'm nt really angry with ronnie. but like wad's wrong with ppl??! like marcus wud go, "wad is ur problem?" i was quite pissed at tt time la. coz i was like super hungry and tired. queuing those stoopid long queues in sku jus for sum expensive, nt delicious food!! then he jus walked and knocked me on my head. i was like i cud jus faint right away la. anws, i left sku at like 12.50. but reached hm at like 1 plus.. almost 2..didnt know its like so looong lor. train rides without anyone seems to be sooooo looooonnnnggggg..... and my head was jus spinning all the way. gosh. anw, i fell aslp right aft i ate. wanted to wake at 4.30. but changed to 4.45, then 5, then in the end only woke at almost 6 i tink. then rushed my hist essay. thank GOD finished le. i really thank GOD for this rest.. coz i really nid it. its been like so many many wks, everyday going thru the same thing. everyday only less than 7 or 8 hrs of slp. on the average abt 6 to 7 hrs.. yeah, to sum ppl u might be saying tt wah, tt's quite good liao leh. but to me, its nt enuff lor. i'm serious. every morning wake up so early. every nite slp so late..hais.. chari chari.. TIME MANAGEMENT!!! gosh, sumting i suck at. looking forward to jamming this sat. hope i'll be alright.. pls cover me with loads of prayer. thanks.. love loads. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 20:10 0 comments Tuesday, January 23, 2007 i've put down my burden heylos.. me again. duh! -_-'' hw lame can i get? erms.. jus sumhw nided to type this out.. i've finally put down a huge burden tt i've been carrying for a super long time!! and i'm veri HAPPY!! lols. like finally relieved of all the pain. no longer nid to shed tears for him... hahas.. i've finally put down my burden.. nid to say a huge thank U to all those ppl ard me! esp ppl who have been praying for me.. ppl who have been reminding me, constantly telling me tt there's definitely always sumone better out there. hahas.. and yes, this is so true.. lols.. anws, leaving.. cya! love. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 22:56 0 comments macdonalds heylos.. as usual, chari's tired. i realised speaking like tt is 2nd person narrative!! lols. so fun! my lit teacher taught us today! :P anws, today seem quite fast la. :p stayed in macs with marcus and james to do HW! i finished my hist essay. finallY! whew.. and i thank GOD i'm almost done with econs. jus gt it today but did it during her lesson and breaks in btw. lols. so happy i left 1 question nia.. my stomach feels weird. no, its nt becoz of the fries. i tink coz i'm having gastric. shudnt drink lemon tea. gosh.. it hurts.. :/// i nida slp. hair haven dry. only reached hm at almost 10. thanks james for walking back with me.. again. :) reeza walked with us too. saw him at macs. then he sat dere and waited for us to like pack our stuff.. so weird. i felt it was weird. as in, no reeza's nt weird. but like eh.. then he so nice sit there wait for us. lols. anws, james, i'm sorry u dint manage to finish much.. :/// sorry!! :/// alrights, i dun feel like blogging anymore. tired i am. off i shall go. nitex LOVE. CHARI** ((: how to actually tell u i love u? why do u stil nt understand? hais.. ://///// Slid down the rainbow at 22:45 0 comments Monday, January 22, 2007 EXHAUSTED~! heylos.. i'm so so so so so so slpY!!! so tired!! gosh.. i dun believe it.. i actually am able to run 2 rds around the track!! without MUCH PAIN in my foot. i paced with jan today.. for her 2.4.. and i'm really glad she passed!! :DDD well done gal!!! and yes, congrats to JAMES for passing too!! hahas.. happy for both of u.. i'm so tired. jus finished one hist essay. and i already feel my brains are fried. and then nw have to do my GP report which is due tmr. gosh. sku's really breathing down my neck man! no time to waste.. no time to slack. NO TIME TO SLEEP!!! argh.. anw, today maths was fun, coz went thru probabilities.. and nic and i already sort of know. so we cud answer the questions. and it wasnt mrs kee who taught us today. we went to mr thiang's class.. first time i go LT1 leh!! lols. nice. quite pretty chairs.. then erms.. lit was normal. chinese was half aslp. econs was wah, headache... i'm so so slpy! i jus finished doing my GP REPORT.. whew.. so tired.. so broke.. i dun feel like going sku. sku's so stressful!!! :/// oh wells.. gtg.. takecares.. tag me and PRAY FOR ME if its possible. thx.. :D LOVE. CHARI ** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 21:38 0 comments Sunday, January 21, 2007 wax!! heylos.. i'm quite sure this entry's gonna be short. coz i'm rushing for time. i dunno y i still wana blog. i suppose i really cant manage my time veri well.. went to help JAMES do his frisbee proposal thingy. but i tink i wasnt of much help... :/// sorry!! and i wana apologise to all my darlings in point comm.. i'm SORRY!! i really am sorry for nt being able to make it today. coz i'm really tired. and moreover i came frm cityhall.. had alot of stuff.. aiyah, the more i explain, the worse it gets rite? SORRY... tt's all i can say.. glad tt u guys all had fun....... anw, gtg.. takecares LOVE. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 21:16 0 comments SWISS'OTEL... heylos.. heylos.. i'm back!! hahas.. my family and i went over to Swissotel to have a family getaway. like a family retreat.. hahas.. and also to celebrate sis's bday!! i'm so sorry to AMY and GAB!! coz i dint go celebrate with u all.. but i'm really veri thrashed.. like totally no energy.. and there's so much wrk to be done. i jus realised i have 5 essays to hand up this wk. plus one chinese book review and sum structured questions of econs.. sighs.. i'm gonna nap then wake up and chiong!! anw, the view was awesome! so magnificent.. i take photos and video until me phone no batt.. by today completely flat. we stayed there for 1 nite nia. but super nice!! i totally love it.. on the 52nd floor.. super high.. super nice. the view at nite even nicer.. the breakfast was wonderful! the timsum was great!! gosh.. everything there was so ex yet nice.. nice to see, nice to touch, nice to eat! lols.. we had dnr at cafe cartel at raffles city.. with hiah,rena,dad,mum,sis and me.. super yummy! we took alot alot alot of photos oso! hahas. wait till i can upload it.. :P had to go sku early in the morning yesterday. but thank GOD had james for company. tho i was veri slpy and spouted nonsense.. but i'm sure he understands. lols.. we had breakfast at macs while waiting for carolyn. then went to sku, changed.. and my feet hurts like nuts!! coz the shoe abit small ah.. mummy's shoes. anw, we had quite a good time in sku yesterday. the day before, friday, sus and i went shopping at bishan.. whoa.. i super long nv spend so much money liaos.. bought bag and socks. and pressie for gab and amy. :p super fun!! went to watch drama for awhile, while waiting for james yesterday.. super hilarious! :P nice job ppl! then i took the train, bounced to jurong east, then all the way to city hall. so slpy man. but james accompanied me all the way.. THANKS LOADS!! :DD ha, we took like 1 or 2 photos nia, then tried to fold the rose using the ferro roche.. (i dunno hw to spell) quite nice.. its with him.. i took pics of it.. :P yeps, anw, do keep me in prayer.. i nid loads of strength!!!! alot alot alot of strength.. and brains.. to do my wrk!! thanks guys!! i'll try to fit my time nicely so i have time for all of u okays? sorry.. thanks for understanding.. LOVE YOU ALL LOADS. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 15:11 0 comments Thursday, January 18, 2007 terrible tumour thursday heylos.. terrible tumour thursday.. thanks james for cuming up with the title.. :P hahas.. i'm actually quite tired.. gosh.. which day do i actually say tt i'm nt tired? gosh.. painful eyes.. :/// had headache in sku today...damn painful. everything ard me was like spinning.. i almost died in sku.. anw, by the end of the day, i was alright le.. then cud talk and walk and like jump.. anws, aft sku went with james to chong pang to look for his VCD... but we cudnt find it.. :// anw, then we had egg tarts!! :DD veri nice lor.. i love it. with jam! yummy!! and i bought the korean drama for mum and dad. i dun believe i actually did tt.. sorry james, for wasting so much of ur time. and thanks! hahas. yeah, anw, i'm damn tired.. i'll blog tmr.. sorry!! :// love loads. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 23:47 0 comments Wednesday, January 17, 2007 happy =) heylos.. i ended sku early today. or at least, it felt like a short day. tho i'm super tired by nw. i had SC miting at 1.30. but nic was in great pain. had cramps. cramp until veri jia lat. so i went late for miting.. :// i feel so so bad! really dint mean to. hais.. and i sumhw feel i cant contribute much lei.. hais.. be SC veri poor thing.. have to go sku early on alternate mondays. :// and i'll have to go sku myself. coz the poor guys have to wake up early. so i tink i'll go on my own.. anw, today lessons really passed veri fast. dunno y. mayb coz teachers keep late. and my GP presentation was quite okay la. hahas. nt tt bad. anw, then aft sku i went for SC miting. aft tt, i decided to wait for james and jan to finish drama. they were cleaning the drama rm. and i was like damn bored aft doing my FF. so i decided to go take a peek.. hahas. and they were like asking me to cum in. jan spent abit of her time talking to me. and i went in to help them clean the rm abit.. :P james has a picture of me cleaning the floor! like cinderella sia. lols. but i offered to help la. since i gt nth to do and i wanted to see the rm. :P i like it alot lor. took a few photos with jan today. we damn long nv take photos le..hahas.. anw, then aft tt, they finally finished.. so we went hm tog. i mean, like walked out of sku tog today..anw, jan crossed the road and took the other bus. and james and i boarded 174.. then he wanted go eat. coz i'm quite sure he was famished! jus ren-ning. lols. :P then we bounced.. so happy lah! coz today the train nv stop at yew tee.. and we cud sit all the way back! :P then went to SP (sunplaza) to eat abit.. at macs. took alot of sky photos today. hahas. veri nice. and i realised clouds are really pretty and interesting! hahas. saw a few canberrans on our way back.. mummy was kinda erms, unhappy coz she cudnt get her korean drama. and i've to go get it for her tmr. i jus gt my allowance, but i'm gonna like have to spend it nw. :// oh wells.. anything tt makes mummy happy. xD anw, i gtg.. everyone take cares!!! love loads. CHARI** ((: fallingdeeplyinlovewithyoueveryminute......uoyfognikniht!!! :P ouyevoli! Slid down the rainbow at 20:09 0 comments Tuesday, January 16, 2007 GMF heylos.. i had a pretty alright day. tho i abit tired. by now my eyes are like already cant open. thank GOD there isnt any wrk to hand up tmr. tho i gt wrk to do la. i have to do 2nd draft for HISTORY ESSAY! :/ and have to read my notes for ECONS! whoa, ms ang teach veri fast. and say all basic and simple stuff. win liao! -_-'' and i stil have to do lit. (FF) i've gt a GP presentation tmr. abt Genetically Modified Food. gosh, u know i feel so bz. like so much stuff to do. oh wells! and i really have no time for frens and family! tmr gt SC miting at 1.30 at senate. hais.. gt duty on sat i tink. haven found my black shoes. oh wells. anw, i still doing my GP stuff.. so anw, i tink i'll leave it all here.. i'm super tired le.. takecares everyone!! tagg me pls!! hahas. thx! love. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 22:15 0 comments Monday, January 15, 2007 woot! rhymes? heylos!!! u wont believe it.. i slpt like at almost 2am this morning and woke at 6.20.. and wasnt even late to mit james and cy. lols! anws, last nite, or rather this morning, while james and i were chatting online, we suddenly sumhw made a poem ( to me ), rhyme (to him).. veri nice leh. lols. i mean jus casually chatting oso can! power rite? i tink coz its james. lols. and he did a drawing this morning. super nice work! NEAT!~ :D anw, i was really veri tired this morning. stil veri tired nw. but since i using the comp, decided i shud jus blog. lols. i dint slp in any lesson today. gt back maths results. thank GOD i passed. tho i dint do exactly well. but i really thank GOD tt i passed. i did better than wad i expected to get. anw, maths was boring. as usual. and chi was veri kan jiong!! coz lao shi made us write alot today. and then econs was motor boat lor!!! ms ang talked super duper fast today!!! super super fast!!!! and i had to do my best to catch up! gosh.. i dun have time to read.. tt reminds me.. i still have outstanding work!! HISTORY ESSAY AND LIT!! gosh.. gtg.. will blog again soon! i promise.. lols.. LOVE. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 20:21 0 comments Sunday, January 14, 2007 FREEZING!!! heylos. gosh.. i'm freezing. i dun believe it. i woke up like aft slping for half an hr! super slpy!! :// oh wells. dun worry james, its nt ur fault.. i jus decided to turn to reach out for my phone and read the msg. :) no worries.. gosh, maths really can drive me nuts. but i'm happy i've finished it. lols. but i still have history essay and lit to do! super sian. but thank GOD dun have to hand up tmr. oh wells.. i'm having an ulcer in my mouth. and its super painful! :( i went to cut hair today! hais, veri sad, the aunty cut until my fringe super short!! i dun like. veri toot! oh wells. i suppose i have to live with it until it grows again.. :P anw, i tink i'm gonna snuggle back in bed.. i'm super duperly COLD!!! brrrr.......... LOVE. CHARI** ((: yes, its you.. :)) Slid down the rainbow at 23:36 0 comments smiling! heylos!! i'm happy today!! :P tho i did cry abit. anw, its really good to be back on track with GOD! like its so so so impt to really stay close to Him! anw, went for jamming today early in the morning. i'm srry i'm late. and i admit i dun have a gd excuse. it was jus becoz i wanted to have breakfast with mum and sis. and we took awhile coz we talked quite abit. loved today's breakfast!! :D then went for jamming. super fuN! i realised i can roll nw!! :P and its true. really nid to dare to hit and jus whack it. and my snare abit soft. mayb coz veri long nv prac on left hand le. i really tink i love drumming!! :P then dunno y i super hungry the whole day. like bottomless pit la. anw, we had ball game today!! i veri happy again coz i get to sweat it out. forget all my stress for awhile.. i REALLY VERY HAPPY TODAY!! :P aft tt went to hiah's hse for dinner. had alot of ppl lor. helped him clean up abit. tho i tink it was nt much.. but at least abit lor. :P hahas.. then i decided to cab hm. coz abit sian and was tired and alot of things to carry. so ernest cabbed with me. then at SP i decided to go mit james and luqman! :P they were at the pasar malam. hahas, one bought chicken wing, one bought ramly's burger. but james say nt nice. anw, then we walked to the fitness corner..downstair's james' block. then they did their pull ups. hahas.. then i tink they did eat. but dint really remember them eating. anw, then they we left there coz it started to drizzle. then they walked me hm. coz james gt umbrella. then at first luqman shelter me. then james walk in the rain. then aft tt, james sheltered me and luqman walked in the rain. i feel damn bad. SORRY GUYS! and THANKS ALOT FOR WALKING ME HOME! :D then we sat downstairs my hse and talked damn long. we talked alot of stuff. met alot of canberrans tt stay my block. veri weird. then we even styled JAMES' hair!! damn nice leh! i really tink he looks good. reallY! JAMES, you do look good!!! i mean u dun style ur hair oso look good la. but style le gives u tt little extra extra.. hahas!! :P yeps. good looking.. hahas.. give urself a bit more confidence kk? :P alrights, so in the end, i reached hm at abt 1. they walked me to the lift. james did his JOJO circus thingy. hahas. super funnY! cutes actions. anw, i gtg.. takecares love. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 01:19 0 comments Friday, January 12, 2007 the uncertainty now i know hw it really feels to be uncertain. its so difficult and painful to keep guessing if the person u like, likes u or nt.. gosh, i'm sure it can kill.. especially when it was actually already in ur hands, but u urself jus gave up like tt.. now tt u want it back badly, u're uncertain if the feelings are still there.. hw to ever tell u hw much u mean to me? words never come, whenever u're near me.. i wan, really so badly to tell u.. i'm sorry for the way i treated u last time, mayb my attitude isnt tt great.. but i was confused. gosh.. this is so hard to phrase. there are no words to ever say hw i'm feeling right now. so near yet so far.. suppressed feelings.. the one i'm dreaming abt, is also dreaming abt, somebody else.. and i created this mess with my own hands.. i'm sorry! love. CHARI** :/// Slid down the rainbow at 23:17 0 comments slack... heylos.. today was alot alot more slack.. tho i slpt damn late last nite and was late for sku today.. it was quite an okay day today. :D i slpt at like 12plus last nite. jus guess y. and i took cab to the train station today coz left hse abit late. dint wana wait for 962. moreover raining. and supposed to mit james and guys at 7am. and at 7.03 i was at the busstop. so i took cab with sis. rain super heavy today la. then kena cheated.. had to pay like 4 plus. coz gt surcharge. sians. anw, then i met james and gang, then went to sku. met marcus, then we tried to take bus. but it was like crazy. like cannot board. coz no space!!!! i dun believe it lor. we met ronnie on the way oso. then he suggested cab. but cudnt get. we reached at like 7.45 and only boarded the bus at like 8.05!!! sians lor. but nt booked. coz everyone oso late due to the weather and the slow bus service! anw, thank GOD ms gong dint cum sku. lols! so no one to like report to. i cud even make like 4 phone calls and run ard 2,3,4th floor jus to look for ronnie on 4th floor o take james' shoe bag to james at 2nd floor. while i'm on the 3rd. lols! anw, manage to find the both of them la. then coz ms gong nt here, so we dint have GP lesson. i mean sum did their IT proj. i sat at the table at canteen with jan looking at sum video abt these jap guys! gosh, jap guys are jus so handsome and cute lah! lols.. dun mind me. anw, then i did econs. cried abit. lols! dun ask y either. then bell rang. jotham came to me and saw me crying. told me he had a card for me. super sweet lah!!! lols. thanks JOTHAM! u're NICE!!! :DDD made me smile.. hahas. then told me dun cry le. then jus as i was abt to leave with my galfrens, i met chiuwen,xiaowei,nora,penny,amelia and fiona.. and they told me its xiao wei's bday and they wana put shaving cream all over her. so we went to the back of the canteen. and SURPRISED HER!! lols. but quite poor thing. she had to wash like crazy man. sum more so cold!!! poor gal! oh wells, aft tt, i went with jan,lin,darling,hazel and melvin to west mall for a drink. walked ard abit. freeze tog then went to hsianglin's hse. gd thing they gt umbrella. only jan, me and lin.. i finished my ECONS!!! i so happy. and abit of lit. at least like 1 thing done! dun have to worry le.. hahas. nw gonna do IT proj. so, cya ard!! takecares love. CHARI** ((: p.s: THANK YOU everyone who made me happy today!! :DDD Slid down the rainbow at 18:29 0 comments Thursday, January 11, 2007 i'm feeling a little better. heylos.. chari's hm.. i tink she's kinda tired. she woke up damn early this morning. dunno y. i tink her estimation of time sucks. hahas. anw, she kinda reached hm at 7 plus. yeah, kinda like, chari, get used to it! anw, it rained again! like cats and dogs. i suppose my mood and emotions does get affected by the weather. anw, i'm some sort feeling a little better after laughing quite abit in the train jus nw thanks to marcus and james. lols! they're damn hilarious la. and THANK YOU!! international thank you day rite? hahas. went to walk ard abit in popular coz james nided to buy sumthing from pop. so i decided to go look if i cud find me files. but the purple colour nt nice. i dun like. super ugly. :( anw, i'll get it another day. :) so aft tt, we went home lor.. and it started to rain la.. i gt caught abit in the rain. then called dad to bring umbrella. but he dint wana to. so i walked hm in the rain. a short distance la. so nt tt bad. anw, i gtg eat dinner and shower. and hopefully do abit of reading like at least clear up some stuff.. oh gosh. i tink i will stil nid the comp. coz nid to edit sum stuff for GP! i dun believe it. oh wells.. so much stuff to do. and proj wrk is cuming. yes, jus remind me! so many things on my mind. driving me nuts. and james!! dun give up k? muz press on.. if i'm stil hanging on here, u muz hang on too! cant jus give up like tt and go for another alternative k? we'll study hard tog yeah? :D u're smart.. so i'm sure u can do it too!! jiayou!!! :DD alrights.. gtg.. love, CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 19:50 0 comments Wednesday, January 10, 2007 sku's driving me nuts heylos everyone.. i've gt like 5mins to blog. while i try to dry my hair oso. i'm so so so EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!!!! its crazy lor. my work is really piling up.. and i'm so tired.. i've gt like 100 and 1 things to do!!! :( i end class at like 1.15 on my timetable. but ms gong says its 1.30. so we ended at 1.30. and i reached hm at 8.30!!!! crazy rite?? coz had to stay back for debate. the best of all is i dint even say i wana join debate. i've gt to tink twice. i tink i suck in it. but i tink the teacher wud wana us to stay becoz they lack ppl. JAN, SLIV and I went. gosh.. i was nuts la.. i jus froze out.. i cudnt really put my point across coherrently. and i cudnt POI! :((((( oh wells.. i'm super duperly tired!!!!!!!!! my brains are really nt wrking already. and i cried.. coz i'm like so freaking stressed out.. its so so so tough.. esp when everyone ard u is so hardworking and so smart lor. like academically.. and its like i'm expected to be like tt too! i cant la. i nid more time!!! i haven been revising. i really cant commit to everything.. i hope u understand..... so if i'm expected to commit sats, dun expect too much on suns. hais.. i can really jus drop dead nw la.. time jus passes so fast! today, we dint even get our break! was so freaking unfair!!!!! :( had to go hungry for a few periods.. and had hist test. was crazy oso. tho i wrote like 1 full paper.. i dunno what crap i was writing la. but i thank GOD tt it was open book! :P my sku food sucks like big time lah. and they queue always so long. moreoever its like so ex! gosh. hais.. okays, i shud stop complaining. tho i really feel terrible inside.. i really tink i'm going crazy.. its only 2nd wk of sku la. and i'm already like tt.. i feel i'm handling alot!!! its gonna be so tough!! i really nid loads of prayer. so pls pray for me! thanks.. and i feel i'm missing alot of ppl.. and i feel i shudnt miss them.. like actually, life is quite alright without them. like u know, some friends are like passing clouds.. they cum and go. but sum ppl, i jus cant bear to part with. :( and i miss them! I MISS YOU!!! :((((((((( when are u cuming back???! gosh, c u liao, oso dunno wad to say. cant c u, then miss u.. nuts la.. oh wellss... ignore tt part. i tink my brains arent wrking. or mayb i'm typing too much.. signing off.. tireds... love, CHARI** :/// Slid down the rainbow at 21:24 0 comments Sunday, January 07, 2007 magnificant. heylos.. i'm so exhausted. but i'm really veri thankful i managed to finish IRP and do my lit journal. hahas. thanks HSIANG LIN for sitting with me in CINE's YOSHI to do my wrk! nw i stil have to do chi and hist and lit and ECONS!!! oh wells.. thank GOD ms ang changed the deadline. went for service. aft service had sum family lunch. so ate abit. then sat there and rot abit then went to mit hsiang lin at orchard. then we shopped ard.. hahas.. kinda tired. my bag super heavy lor. anw, i tink i'll have to leave soon. coz i nid to pack my bag. tmr have to wake up early again! Y? coz i have math test at 7.50am!!! crazy lor. anw.. went to mit sis, dad, mum and justin for dinner. justin drove. so picked me at semb. then we went to check out the new place at khatib there. its called BOTTLE TREE PARK!! its super nice.. super super magnificant. and i like it alot. i'll definitely bring my someone special there.. hahas.. so wait for my invite!! :P sum more it was like sun setting.. then damn nice la.. SO SUPER NICE.. hahas.. there's oso one near vincent's hse. vinc, go check it out when u're back yeah? its called BOTTLE TREE village. jus aft andrew ave. hahas.. alrights, gtg.. takecares LOVE. CHARI** ((: Slid down the rainbow at 21:42 0 comments WOOT!! UTUone rocks! heylos... haven really had the time to blog becoz i was super bz with this new yr! 2007!! so filled with surprises!!! lols. i stil remember.. on the first day of this yr, ppl wishing me health. LOLS! i really nid tt man! oh wells.. had orientation for the PU1s!!! lols.. my orientation grp (OG) is called UTU! i'm in grp one! lols.. so we're called UTUone! :D and i tell u.. the ppl in my grp are so super nice, cute.. or rather, all can act cute quite well. except a few guys. who arent sporting enuff. anw, the OGLs in my clan voted for JEROME as Mr DeNovo.. and he won it!!! LOLS!!! so happy for him! he's super sporting.. hahas.. and voted for FIONA as Ms DeNovo.. but she dint get it. oh wells.. but she did a super good job too! hahas. and for me, i'm totally drained. i shouted so much during the orientation. and my voice is super hoarse nw. cant sing nw. oh wells.. tmr i shall jus go church and clap along. i had a super long day yesterday man. i tell u, i slp oso i dream of them.. i dream of the orientation ppl dancing, ppl cheering.. and dream of myself asking them to keep quiet.. settle down, follow me and so on. i even remember asking them nt to step on the grass! lols!!! kinda nice to dream of them.. but abit scary when dream too much. lols and i totally love the tribal dance.. i cum hm keep dancing it. tho i dance alone. lols. mayb might teach the youth! :P oh wells.. CHARI's super tired.. so she nids to go slp now.. takecares love. CHARI. ((: Slid down the rainbow at 00:01 0 comments Monday, January 01, 2007 hais.. i'm nt feeling well!!! sighs.. i'm feeling frustrated.. and i'm cranky!!! LIT JUS DRIVES ME NUTS!!! king lear is nuts la. the fella who wrote it is even worse. gosh.. its so tough to do it la. and i gt like 10 more characters to go! and there's no one to help me. i cud call hsiang lin. but i feel kinda bad. moreover my mum using phone. so i cant cal. hais.. i'm so sian!!! but i do thank GOD i finished maths. at least tt's done. but my stomach stil hurts alot.. its like coz i'm stressed. then like tt.. NO! i'm nt gonna let satan rob my joy away!!! :( where are friends when u nid them man? so much for being friends. oh wells.. i'm hungry!!!!!!!!! super hungry! i'm going to eat eat eat!!! i dun care.. i thank GOD for daddy!! he's been veri veri nice.. and been looking after mummy and me.. been cooking for us! tho its always porridge, but its stil nice. THANK YOU DADDY!! and thanks to everyone who has been praying for both mum and me. thank YOU! anw, i left lit to do. and stil have chi. but thank GOD hand up on 20th jan. and wad's better is tt i wont have to take the math test on thurs. but i haven studied anything anw. and i've obviously forgotten everything! tink i'll have to take out all my assignments and re-do them. oh wells.. good luck to everyone who's taking the test on thurs. : ) takecares love. CHARI. (( : Slid down the rainbow at 22:41 0 comments Me, Myself & I CHARISSA MDIS - BB(marketing) 01031989 TWENTY DRUMMER Wishes Adidas Watch Bagpack ben & jerry's strawberry cheesecake havaianas slippers (slim) <3 to RENA! ((: thankyouu! many photos LG [the secret] ((:many thanks to mummy and daddy!<33 :DD SONY CAMERA ((: BLACK ipod nano! ASICS shoes large,black CRUMPLER NIKE [purple] bottle! Wallet more LOVE! SPIRITUAL FOOD! MORE PLEASE! 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