A Rainbow of Words

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i WANT to score

heyy :))

i am quite happy i managed to wake up today to go sku tho i woke up later than usual. :p and i managed to mit punitha in the morning. i love talking to punitha.. HAHHAA. :P

oh, and i might be going Japan afterall, but have to vie with Yr 2s and 3s for a place. its a history trip! i hope they all dun wana go. HA. i haven gone with the sku on a trip before lahh. and i wana go. i mean, tt being 1 reason, JAPAN is my 2nd reason! HAHAHA. and this time rd, it doesnt clash with anything. :)) hahaa.

anw, i was extremely slpy in class..

tmr i'll be going to STUDY!! yes. SUTDY! lol. i'm a bit crazy at the moment. coz i jus realised, its 2 wks to GP, 1.5mths to Mid yrs. 4mths to prelims and 6mths to A lvls! and i dun have the time to cover all the topics lahh! so tmr, its gonna be intensive studying.

here's my plan:
wake up at 7. go for a jog at 7.30 and be back by 8.15am.
shower. pack bag, eat breakfast. (FROSTIES!)
leave hse by 9.
mit glow at 9.30am at amk station
officially start studying at 10.30am! :DDD

first, i'll do LIT. (mdm lee's essay)
then research for mdm sham's stuff

2nd: i'll do history (intl) finish up all the global economy stuff.
3rd: econs (demand and supply)

we'll break for lunch at 1pm at subway! :P
then study there! or somewhere! HA

we shall be home before 7.45pm. :))

yepp! its gonna be a fruitful day tmr! WHEEE! anyone who is interested to study with us are free to join us. contact either of us alrights? HA! but MUST study ah! :p

takecares everyone!! i'm chilling out now. :P

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

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Monday, April 28, 2008

DBS ARTS CENTRE

DBS ARTS CENTRE! performance was GOOD!

chari. shirin :)) (she's so pro at netball!! )

girls. Anita, Shirin, Jan, Lin, Jie yu, Minyu, Zhira. charii :)) (frm left)

zul.charii :)) my handsome "friday boyfriend"! HA

hsianglin.charii:)

jan.charii :))

zhira.chari

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

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thanks

heyy :))

first of all, i wana thank ALL who have been praying for me. interceding on my family and my behalf. THANK U VERY MUCH. thank u for all the encouragement and care and love u guys have showered me. :))

thank u for understanding and listening to me pour out. thanks for holding up tt shield of faith for me too. i hope i didnt drag anyone down with my behaviour on sat and yesterday. really sorry. i was really very stressed. and had alot of "BIG" work to be done (meaning, work i dun exactly know where to start)

anw, i slpt extremely late yesterday like abt 2am becoz i went over to punitha's hse to finish up the oil crisis proj. which yeah, i kinda did the slides and script by myself. GROUP WORK. hmm. but i'm still grateful for the pts given. and managed to postpone the presentation til when dyan's ard.

oh, and i waited for vinc to meet me at amk hub for dnr. and he was like quite late. so i gt really hungry and kinda gt gastric. but i ate medicine, ate food, prayed and slpt. HA. so today better. :))

after history, i was extremely tired. and finally fell aslp during GP tutorials for awhile.. then had PE. wheeee...my team played 2 games. one we lost, 2-0 which i played.. and the other, i didnt play, but we won 3-0! :D okayy, the one i played in, the team we were up against were quite strong okayy?! HAHAHHAA. anw.. i'm tired. yes.

anw.. i've made an improvement in my lit essays. which is an encouragement to me to continue to put in more hard work. and to constantly think abt the themes and everything. its like every now and then i'm really tinking abt it u know?! LOL! amazing isnt it?! at least my teacher didnt scold me today. :) and i finished the themes with hsiang lin last nite. only at 1 plus. tt's why i slpt so late.

oh wells, GOD's been good. His faithfulness prevails. like reallY! and HE's proving himself strong and real to me. i see and sense it.

thank u Lord, for sending all the wonderful ppl into my life. including my parents. :)))

i cudnt get it back to the original font size and stuff. LOL. i tink i press wrongly. anw, i had dinner with my parents today. at country manna! :D the food was quite good. i had steak. :)) and shared buffalo wings with mum and dad. :) its been awhile since we ate like tt. and enjoyed the food and everything. most imptly, mum and dad were happy. :)))) and daddy bought me this new table lamp which costs like $179!!!! initial thot tt went thru my mind was why u can spend so much on a lamp and cant pay for my shoes! which is oso a need coz my adidas shoes are dying. but, still can wear lahh. tt's why i haven changed shoes yet. YET. :P

oh wells. i'm really happy. and exhausted too. pls continue to pray for me and my family and also the ppl taking their MID YR exams. :)) thanks everyone! love&hugs..

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

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Sunday, April 27, 2008

something's wrong

heyy

i tink something's extremely wrong with me. i'm going into very weird mood swings. and it has jus been this 2 weeks. am i really tt stressed up? i'm so affected by "I NEED TO MUG" that all my relationships with ppl have been affected! i cant talk normally to my parents anymore. and i tink they feel it too. i tink they feel i'm weird or may have even been afraid to approach me.

:(( its bad. very bad. i slighted everyone in rena's hse last nite. i dun usually slight everyone. and i usually say it out. but i didnt. and i actually had a very good day till i received some sort of news. what in the world is wrong with me? i gt choices and why cant i make the right ones?

HOW TO STAY OPTIMISTIC ALL THE TIME?! how to be alright, its okay.. even thru times when ppl do things u wana do but they didnt call u along? how not to feel hurt, and say, oh. its alright. nahh. i honestly think it aint easy to do it. i first acknowledged my feelings of hurt. then i had a choice whether to be angry or not. and it took some quiet moments and time to calm down and decide i am not gonna be angry.

it took me quite a while to calm down and to be able to still do my lit. its almost 12. and i'm extremely tired..

hais, all my prayer warriors out there, pls do pray for me. cover me and my family with loads of prayer pls. thanks loads.

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees.

i'm sorry. i dunno where's this going. but i really want to make it work. mayb i shudnt try tt hard? i dunno. i nid answers.

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Fruitful day

heyy :))

i had quite a fruitful day because... i enjoyed myself in sku today! :D

only had 2 lessons today. history, i admit, i was spacing out abit, but hey, i really tried to do my work okay? and i'm happy coz i managed to go thru the whole of econs without feeling sian or tired. and i managed to go out with my two girlfriends today. i'm very happy coz i very long nv go out with them le. tho spent alot alot.. but it was worth it. :D

aft sku i sat in the library to finish up timed assignment with Jan. i guess having someone to do it with u made it alot easier. but there were some really noisy and annoying ppl in the library making alot of noise. -.- bahh.

then we left sku at abt 3 plus. and went down to orchard via 174.. long ride, but we did lit during the ride, so it was good too. no time wasted tho hsiang lin was spacing out. HA. ate chocs while we did the poems, not drank coffee (inside joke) anws.. then went to collect my watch, which unfortunately still has alot of scratches on it and i shud have grabbed the offered vincent gave.. oh wells. :(( i'll live with it til someone blesses me with a new ADIDAS watch or when i get the money. HA.

we went down to thai express for "lunch" but only ate it at like 5plus. then did slightly more work. parted with the gals and met glow at orchard to train home tog. then went to the coffeeshop opp my hse for dinner and came home. he did his math, while i did abit of hist. and helped him with 1 question. then watched my favourite show. :p super happy. HEE... its getting more exciting. :P

so nw i'm really tired and its time to turn in. i'll continue more stuff tmr. :D

thanks for all ur prayers. prayers really works wonders! :DDD

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

DOWN...

heyy...

i really dunno where to start. pls pray for me. i really have been feeling awfully down. and very negative. i dun feel like going sku. take yesterday for eg.

i dint want to go to sku. but i went, coz i know tt is what God wud wana be to do. so i went. but i didnt even enjoy class at all. for eg, hist we didnt really do anything much. jus some slides for the mock SMUN thingy. and lit i presented, but gt shot down for everything i said.. -.- dun quite wana go into details abt tt. i went to sku mainly coz of lit. believe me or not. not becoz i like the teacher or the sub, but coz i nided to ensure my grades make it by the end of the yr. but aft tt lesson, i was so demoralised tt i really felt like taking the withdrawal form. i felt extremely sick in sku. so my parents came down to bring me home.

i was so tired i slpt frm 6pm last nite til 9.40am today. and yeah, i didnt go sku today coz i'm on MC. so i'm supposed to rest. i know there's quite abit of work for me to do. but seriously no motivation. but i know somehw i got to do it still. guess i'll do it when i wake up later. :)

i'm trying very hard to motivate myself. i really want to finish this up. JEM's right. its only a few more months. and i can do it. its hw much i really want it. like i was saying, i nv wanted something so badly before in my whole entire life. and it was amazing.. so now, i guess i just nid to want this as bad!! i need to focus. i nid study partners!! i dunno where to find them..

i was thinking abt it.. and i guess i nid to go make peace with alot of ppl first. its a difficult period for myself and my family. we're really going thru alot. and i believe its becoz GOD's really doing something great in this familY! LORD, pls help me...

i need UR strength, patience and courage too...

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

:) my beloved student councillors :))

chari.aisha

mastuda.chari

MI STUDENT COUNCIL

BYEE! i'm off duty! HA

:DD

fiona.chari

haha

:DD

joyce.chari

chari.michelle

chari.sufri

vans.chari (sufri at the back) :P

grace.chari

melinda.chari

cindy.chari :))

chari.hafiz

chari. yichen

yongsheng.chari :)

... chari.yanping (i'm really sorry. i forgot ur name! )

mich.chari! :D my beloved michelle. HA

CALVIN.chari :)) (we look like siblings right? HA) CHEERLEADER!

farisha.chari :))

mich.shasha.chari :))

cheryl. chari

vans.chari :))

chari.cordelia

ARFIE.chari :)))) <3

carolyn.chari :))

farisha.arfie.wanie

cheryl.chari :)))))) <3

chari.BENJ ((: <3

blurrr... benj.chari :)

chari.ddin. :)) <3

ZUL.chari :)) <3 i'm so proud of u zul :P

pretty picture.punitha.chari :)) <3

punitha.chari :))

TONG xunjie.chari :))

hee.. happy tong.chari :))

my lunch jan made for me :D <3

p.s: pls do not rip off any photos without my permission alright? thanks :D

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

Slid down the rainbow at 19:30 0 comments

TV PROGRAMMES

heyy :))

i've been SUPER unproductive the whole day compared to last sunday. actually last sunday oso unproductive lah. hahaa. last sunday only did one lit essay then went out to unwind abit. hais.. distractions. THANK U LORD, FOR LIFTING THEM! :D

so anw, i woke up pretty late today. only at 10.30am. HA. but my aircon off-ed at like 6 plus i tink.. :// haaa. so i slpt without aircon with the door slightly opened. coz i was too lazy to get up to go to the mains to fix it. my compressor has been abit siao u c.. anw, i finally woke up coz of this family living opp my hse. they're always quarelling. and the kid is always crying. but today, its the first time i hear the dad scolding the kid too. usually its jus the mum. and if i'm nt wrong i heard physical abuse today too. GOSH. -.- i really wanted call police le. i cud imagine myself walking into tt hse praying for love and peace to fill tt place and carry the kid out. but i didnt lah.

aft i woke up, washed my aircon filter, wanted eat cornflakes. but no milk. so i went down to buy. ended up walking to shop and save to buy. -.-'' they didnt have my usual, NORMAL magnolia milk. YUCK. i hate marigold. so disgusting. waste my $2.60. ://

came home, ate my breakfast while watching tv. i got glued to the tv even more because of CSI! today got the CSI SUPREME SUNDAY! 3 CSI progs back to back! :DD so 3 hrs wasted like tt. -.- but very interesting. by then i felt like slping le. anw, today i tink i watched tv for abt 5hrs!! -.- till i finally got convicted to off the tv and do my work. HA. i only managed to finish lit. haven print out yet tho. :P

so aft i blog and put up random pics tt i owe ppl, i'm gonna shower. HA. tonite got pursuit of happyness at 9pm on HBO! :P but i nid to do history as well. :// and i wana finish my econs notes. but at least i started on hist last nite. thank GOD last nite at least, did something productive. :DD

okayy, gtg..

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

p.s: TV is an EVIL MONSTER that zaps my time frm my work! gosh, isnt tt distraction too?
KEEP PRAYING!! :DD

Slid down the rainbow at 19:18 0 comments

a BREAKTHROUGH!!

heyyy :)))))))

i'm superly duperly happy and excited for all the things GOD has done and is about to do. u know, jem's right tt GOD really wants to do something extraordinary in our lives and in our ministry tt's why we've been under attacked like to the max!!

i really really thank GOD for the breakthrough we experienced today.. gosh. those ppl who didnt come, u really missed out on smth very different today. its really the first time i sense GOD's presence so strong and so real amidst us as i was praying today. the words jus flowed so fast. it was like faster than the tears tt was coming out of my eyes.

i really dunno hw to describe tt kind of awesome feeling. SERIOUSLY. both amazing and scary.. its really the first time, i pray so hard for something to happen. its oso the first time, there and then, the LORD answered our cry and our prayer. it was really there and then tt i know GOD is still for us. :DD

i'm SUPER excited and HAPPY now. i'm more than on cloud 9!! hahaaa.. friendships has been restored, point comm's unity has been restored too!! shout an AMEN to tt!! GOD's so amazing. HE works in ways so mysterious, tt sometimes, we dun understand, but we dun have to. all we nid to do is know tt HE's always there. and we've to be ready, in and out of season! AMEN? :DD

to my dearest friends in point comm, i really wan u to know tt i really really, truly, treasure each and everyone of u. i may nt see u very often, or talk very much to u, but each and every individual tt makes up this youth ministry means alot to me.

i oso want to thank u for putting up with me. for being my pillar of strength when i'm down. and for loving me and appreciating my friendship too. friendship to me now, has taken on a new meaning because of YOU!! :D love u all banyak banyak (ALOT)!! :p

i'm uber estatic tt i've renewed not only with my friends, but oso my relationship with GOD. jus a few days ago, i felt it was going all wrong, all haywire. and GOD sent me a friend. whom i haven spoken to in ages. and this friend, asked me to pray for him. he's nt a christian, but he wanted prayer. and i did. its really the POWER OF PRAYER!

friends, i want to encourage u to continue to cover one another in prayer. dun give up! continue to pray and pray and pray. continue to encourage so tt we may love each other in perfect unity! :D it was an awesome day. i really was blessed and touched by the HOLY SPIRIT!

i wana share a verse with all of u.. and i hope tt this verse will spur u on too! :D

"Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature; sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. Because of these, the wrath of God is coming. You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived. But now, you MUST rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips. DO NOT lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices and have put on the new self, which is being RENEWED in knowledge in the image of the Creator.

Therefore, as GOD's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with COMPASSION, KINDNESS, HUMILITY, GENTLENESS, and PATIENCE. Bear with each other grievances you may have against one another. FORGIVE as the Lord forgave you. And over ALL these virtues put on LOVE, which BINDS them all together in PERFECT UNITY.

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be THANKFUL. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom, and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs with GRATITUDE in your hearts to GOD. And WHATEVER you do, whether in word or deed, do it ALL in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to GOD the Father through him."
COLOSSIANS 3:5-17 :))

LOVE!!

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

LORD, i thank you for the awesome work u've done amongst us today. Lord, i thank u for YOUR mercy on each of us. Lord i pray tt as we renew our covenant with u today, may our hearts be cleansed too. Lord, i pray tt this unity among us, will never once again be broken. BIND US IN YOUR LOVE LORD. thank YOU Lord Jesus.
IN JESUS' NAME I PRAY,
AMEN :)))

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Thursday, April 17, 2008

i'm drained.

heyy

i had a weird day in sch. early morning alrdy kena scolded by mr ram like crazy. its the first time i actually didnt stand up for anything. coz i knew, nth would change the fact i was alrdy late and tt would make him actually even angrier. but to my surprise, punitha actually dared challenge him and talk back to him. okay, nt challenge lah. but like, tried to reason with him. o.O

we were late for PE. mr ram made us change back into our uniforms and then run back within 3 mins. then aft tt, change back into PE attire and run back within another 3 mins. -.-'' honestly, we arent in a militry here. HELLO!! and there's like alot of ppl in each and every toilet. where gt space?!! bahh.

then we didnt have any break, coz they took tt as well. and had mr lee's lesson. but he wasnt in sku. so made to do some essay. which i finished. coz copy notes. HAHA. then had JOY TAN's lesson. was okay lah. she went thru some essay skills and steps to reach a BAND 1 grade.

had break. ate hungrily. food was good. so my mood was slightly better. but stil very tired. then had GP. guess wad? ms yani wasnt in sku today. HAHAA. free period. read abt some really smart ppl becoming prostitutes. -.-'' in new paper fyi. then mdm lee came. didnt sense the foul mood atmosphere. and we kinda stepped on her toes coz we didnt print out the comparison thingy. yeah, my fault. even if i printed out, oso wud kena scolding coz it wasnt in the table format yet. -.- what's the point of typing it out then? in the end, i still have to do right? -.-

had another period break. ended up copying alot on the board. then went to stadium to continue to read my new paper. then break ended, went for GP lecture. -.- conducted by kelvin yew. whoa. half of the time didnt know why i was there. but i guess for the attendance, and attempted to teach hsiang lin to tie plaits. -.-'''''' finished my box of raisins.

oH! and there wasnt any aircon in the whole audit!! o.O?? i dunno. dun ask me. mayb earth week? but its was extremely hot and stuffy. coz they whole cohort was like in there? oh wells.. then rushed home for econs tuition. ate so fast i tink my food's half digested. -.-'' almost fell aslp during econs. but didnt lah. i learned something new today. HA. so i'm quite happy :DD

anw, i'm tired.. :// gonna slp early tonite. i'm mentally and physically drained.

i sincerely seek for ur forgiveness...

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

SO HELP ME LORD

Dear Lord, pls help me to be a better person. to be able to take control of my own emotions. thank u Lord, for loving me as me. :)

i had an amazingly short but tiring day. i had investiture, i finally stepped down officially and am off duty of a student councillor. yes, its super duper sad moment. but at the same time, i'm pretty relieved. coz i can nw concentrate on my studies.

many friendships were formed. many trials went thru together. i'll nv forget my life as a student leader. thanks guys for going thru all of it with me. :D

hmm.. food was alright. loved the cream puff. HA. but no more by the time i went to take. took one frm mich tho. thanks mich. :D

i came home, slpt.. cudnt wake up, didnt want to wake up. but woke up for dnr and tv. HA. then went down for a walk. God's simply amazing. He jus knows when to put friends by ur side and when to take them away. :D oh wells.

i thank GOD i was able to be an encourager to someone today. and the person i encouraged, actually encouraged me back. its been a long time since i prayed such a powerful prayer. :)) thanks friend.

long day tmr.

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

Lord, help us no longer to go our ways. but to be united in YOU JESUS. :)
grant us UNITY! in JESUS NAME, AMEN!!

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

ECONS!

heyy :))

i'm extremely tired!! had such a LONG day in sku!! -.- it was like frm morning 6.15am till 8.45pm! woots. more than 12 hrs out of my home. now i know why its called "home sweet home". HA. esp my bed. i cant wait to lie on it. but i must now study my econs first. coz tmr gonna have a test. ://

anw, had a extremely long day. lit was hilarious coz mdm sham tried very hard to change the pronunciation of my name. -.-'' dun ask me why she did tt. HA. Gp was boring. as usual. touched on poverty. but IVAN lim's lecture was good.

hahaa.. anw, then i had rehearsal. only went thru once and we were dismissed. but went ard with punitha looking for duck tape. -.-'' oh wells.. i'm extremely tired nw.

gtg.

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:
212 degrees

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Monday, April 14, 2008

planetshakers+dinners