A Rainbow of Words

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Weekends!!

hellos!! thank GOD i managed to get back before the rain came. i reached hm at abt 2 plus and have since been trying to get online. dunno wad's wrong with my internet connection. since this morning like gt prob le! anws.. thank GOD its fine nw.. went to church today.. :) but like so tired.. shuyun came over to my place to chit chat abit.. :) then when she went hm i went to sleep.. but i didnt really sleep like veri well la.. but better than nth. anw.. today we dint go towning.. coz its like i gtg hm earlier.. and anw, shaobin dint cum.. amy came late.. but she nided to go hm oso.. so we went for lunch at mac coz earlier is was like super hot! i had like headache the whole day! gonna have monday blues nw lor! damn sians la! i'm like so bugged! feeling so irritated! like sians.. dunno la.. mood swings have been bad coz dunno.. mayb i stress or sumthing la.. then its like abit i oso irritated.. i'm sorry to all those who gt it frm me.. i'm like kinda extreme nowadays.. its either its like super siao.. like keep crapping non-stop or like super sians.. and dont feel like talking kind.. anw.. sucky weekend.. but but.. happy things oso did happen la.. like i invited janessa for youth service.. and she came!! :) praise GOD! then on sat we went waffletown for dinner.. like i dun even noe where's the exact location la. if i go myself sure lost lor.. and we squeezed like 7 ppl in 1 car.. super squeezy can? go there.. had sum cheap steak.. which wasnt any good. so had strawberry icecream waffle!! :) super yummY! but like so far.. now i'm like supposed to have sum family meeting.. but i'm like really nt in the mood to go for it.. i feel like crying.. :( so stress la.. nt really stress la.. like i tink the devil is really attacking me.. first i'm sick.. then i suddenly like stopped QT.. like dunno y too.. and then like when i tot i found my way back to GOD la.. then aiya.. i feel like i'm backsliding.. :( oh wells! but ppl obviously dun c it tt way.. they dunno and like when u talk abt chari, most ppl tink she's like strong.. coz her whole family serving.. and when i tell ppl.. they dun seem to care or bother.. so nvm lor.. i'll have to like hang on to my faith.. and like today during service, rev hwa chin talked abt even if we're faithless, GOD is still faithful! :) i know GOD loves me la.. but like its so hard to be blameless!! i'm still learning and trying.. and sumtimes.. i feel y my goody frens are nt christians.. like my christian frens i only mit on sats and suns.. which isnt those kind of buddy buddy kind.. like we jus hang out and talk abt anything under the sun.. so, i feel like its like no growth.. i mean like with buddy buddy kind.. hai.. nvm.. i myself abit confused abt wad i talking.. hahas! sorry this is abit long.. coz i really nt in veri gd mood.. anw.. i gtg.. they're calling me..
take cares**
sad chari..``

Slid down the rainbow at 19:53

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