A Rainbow of Words

Monday, June 05, 2006

there's a price to pay for everything...

i've gt this title off my fren's msn's nick.. and i tink i agree alot with tt statement. in everything u do, there's always a consequence, or shud i say a result.. becoz of sumthing, it resulted in another.. noe wad i mean? yeps.. sumthing like tt.. and last nite was the global day of prayer.. it was kinda "wow" coz there were alot of ppl. 1st time of my life i c so many ppl! i kinda was awed. but..i dint quite catch tt prayer thingy. i dint wana go coz i felt tt like i wasnt ready. i'm no longer on fire. like i no longer put GOD in the centre of my life. and its kinda tough.. like.. u really wana give up everything in life. i dun feel like studying and stuff.. so sian lor. its like i jus suck at studying la. u ask me play pool i'll be more than willing to stay at the pool table and practice for hours.. hahas.. oh wells.. i'm really dying to play! but no one will play with me. and i've gt exams cuming.. but no one studies with me! i'm kinda frustrated.. irritated and jus feel like giving up. but on the other hand, i'll get stressed up as i know i'm actually wasting my own time! OMG!! help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anw, i feel much better after letting go sum steam here.. srry to all tt have to read this.. but i suppose those who really take the time to read everything.. u're probably used to it nw..
p.s: thanks vincent for bothering to explain it to me! :)
i'll blog more mayb aft my trip and exams..
chill out..
CHARI**

Slid down the rainbow at 15:06

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