Friday, January 12, 2007 the uncertainty now i know hw it really feels to be uncertain. its so difficult and painful to keep guessing if the person u like, likes u or nt.. gosh, i'm sure it can kill.. especially when it was actually already in ur hands, but u urself jus gave up like tt.. now tt u want it back badly, u're uncertain if the feelings are still there.. hw to ever tell u hw much u mean to me? words never come, whenever u're near me.. i wan, really so badly to tell u.. i'm sorry for the way i treated u last time, mayb my attitude isnt tt great.. but i was confused. gosh.. this is so hard to phrase. there are no words to ever say hw i'm feeling right now. so near yet so far.. suppressed feelings.. the one i'm dreaming abt, is also dreaming abt, somebody else.. and i created this mess with my own hands.. i'm sorry! love. CHARI** :/// Slid down the rainbow at 23:17 0 Comments: Post a Comment << Home Me, Myself & I CHARISSA MDIS - BB(marketing) 01031989 TWENTY DRUMMER Wishes Adidas Watch Bagpack ben & jerry's strawberry cheesecake havaianas slippers (slim) <3 to RENA! ((: thankyouu! many photos LG [the secret] ((:many thanks to mummy and daddy!<33 :DD SONY CAMERA ((: BLACK ipod nano! ASICS shoes large,black CRUMPLER NIKE [purple] bottle! Wallet more LOVE! SPIRITUAL FOOD! MORE PLEASE! Photos Tagggg Links *ZHIRA* (: *SHUYUN* (: *CHRISTIAN* (: *CARISSA* (: *AMY* (: *BINGS* (: *RENA* (: *NICHOLAS* (: *GABRIEL* (: *SUSANNA* (: *SAM TAN* (: *REV MICHAEL TEH* (: *NICOLE* (: *WEITECK* (: *JAMES* (: *THEODORE* (: *GENEVIEVE* (: *JOSIAH* (: *CHRISTINE* (: *ALEX* (: *RAYSON* (: *FREDERICK* (: *ERNEST* (: *GLOW* (: *JEREMY* (: *ALISSA* (: *YJ* (: *GGRACE MUI* (: *BENJAMIN* (: *MARCUS* (: *CASSANDRA* (: Where To? Posts of Note