A Rainbow of Words

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

feelings

heylos! this msg actually only goes out to one person out there. but if he doesnt get to read it then nvm..

i dunno y, i dun have courage to talk to u face to face.. i tink there're many probs tt have arise btw us.. i dunno hw to say oso. been wanting to talk to u since 7march whether u believe me or nt. but i seriously have no time to clarify stuff with u..

moreover, been so bz. and everything seems to be so settled. but seeing u being unhappy, makes me unhappy toO! and i hate being snubbed at or being seen as someone who is so bitchy. i mean come on la, who likes being viewed negatively rite?

i really wana apologise lah okays? this whole big chunk is all my fault. u're nt going sku for nth okays? school is a place where we (kiddos frm 3-20 plus) are forced to go to GAIN KNOWLEDGE. or so it seems we HAVE to gain knowledge. so pls, make the full use of the time u're in sku okays?

i dunno if i can say i totally understand what u're going thru. coz i dunno if u're jus putting a false front when u c me.. but i know its totally hurting inside. and u're frustrated. believe me, so am i! gahhh! this is getting nowhere. but i seriously dunno hw to tell u. or rather i feel there's no objective in telling u anything i feel.. like it wudnt make the world a better place. might create even more problems. tt's wad i feel is holding me back...
SIGHS!!! this is driving me nuts..

oh wells..

slpy..

CHARI~~

Slid down the rainbow at 23:04

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