A Rainbow of Words

Saturday, September 22, 2007

attacked.

heylos..
i had a real long day. well, tho i woke up at 12, i slpt at 3am this morning.
went to mit yj for studying at sp's macs. then went down to pp to mit the rest for dinner and ell. YJ joined us. :)) yeps, as usual, went to fabian's hse for cell.

then on my way there i gt attacked. i dunno. mayb i was tired. but it dint make much sense coz i had my slp. which was weird lahh. i dint know jem was under attacked too. i dint know he was trying to seek help. i gt pissed and walked off by myself. real fast.

reached fabian's hse, my tears jus started flowing and i started ranting. and YJ, its nt ur fault man. it was jus my mood swings i tink. its quite weird.. coz i haven gotten tt in a long while. so i'm real sorry i scared u. really sorry. :// i dint mean it. sorry.

then when daren and gab prayed, i was much better. told myself have to snap out of it, and the "thing" left me. then we shared abt our wk and stuff.. gab gt "attacked"and was at it til real long. then jem gt "attacked" again. and this time, i had to talk to him. then i left him to himself. went out feeling really disturbed.

left fabian's hse at 10.30. went over to bena's hse for another rd of "counselling" gz daren nided to talk. chari nided to talk. jem, glow, gab all nided to talk. so we went. and had a good session i feel. tho i feel nt everything was cleared. but most of the stuff was cleared. thrashed. talked out loud abt it.

and i tink we shud have a few more sessions like this. i tink its very impt to take care of the leaders' well-being as well. if nt there wont be any mentors left to take care of the younger ones who nid support. the leaders nid support too. so pls, dun forget us. we're humans too.

jus wana u ppl to know, jem, i'm praying for u. it was a slip of the mind nt to pray for u jus nw. glow, u've gt to learn to be more sensitive in a way of know when to say what and when nt to. there's always a right timing. and less sensitive thinking ppl dun like u. its nt true. reject tt thot. we all love u very much and want the best for u. gabby, we LOVE you very very much okay? yes. i know u're dry and nid support and encouragement. we're gonna shower u with loadsa love okay? moreover, jealousy isnt frm the LORD. and no one is trying to steal anyone frm u okay? BE STRONG. SUS, u're badly nided. i dunno where r u, but i really hope u can come back soon!! (as in serving) josh, i pray tt u'll grow stronger in the LORD each and everyday. carissa, i pray tt as u grow tog with us in this ministry, tt u'll nt only be blessed but also be a blessing to those outside of POINT COMM. ALL of us have to win people for the LORD amen?? thus, we nid all our leaders to be strong and to fight this constant battle tog. yes?? when u face difficult times, pls go to GOD in prayer. seek HIM. share with someone. so tt we can pray for u!

ben and rena!! we nid u!! u are very much loved by all of us too! we know it aint easy leading this bunch of youth with so many differing personalities. but i'm sure GOD has a plan for each and everyone of us. and we have to stick tog to make it work. u guys are doing a great job!! :)) press on!! thanks for opening ur hse to us always and thanks for all the rides. and treats. and chocs and stuff. we really appreciate them. on behalf of POINT COMM, i thank u both!

last but nt least, we're all here on earth for a purpose, for those of us who alrdy know our purpose, tt's good. continue to work on it. for those of us who are still seeking, my prayer for u is tt u'll be able to find it soon. and know tt GOD has plans to prosper u and nt to harm you! :))

alrightos, chari's eyes are dying. its 3am. -_-''

love.
CHARI ** ((:

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