A Rainbow of Words

Saturday, September 29, 2007

money isnt everyting...

heylos. :))

i tink i'm under attacked. i'm super tired. i dunn wana bitch. really.
sighs. but i dunno. it seems so out of control.
gosh. i had emotions.

well, had jamming today. but yes. i had nitemares thruout the nite. dreaming of hw reeza, chari, vincent, jeremy and i were trying to run away frm GOD knows what. 0.o dumb right? anw, yeahh. shooting here and there. trying to stay alive.

i'm super tired lahh. nt to mention i only had 4 hrs of slp okay? sighs. and i still made it a pt to finish my session 3 before i slpt this morning. and i woke up, gt ready and came for jamming. i have choices. and i make them.

i was really tired. i know its nt an excuse coz i had my choice and i made it. i tink this is really going nowhere. ever since i started getting serious again, it drags everything else down. RARR. i dun wana history to repeat itself. and i'm scared. i dun wana lose. :// fighting my battle...

money isnt everything coz money doesnt = love. money seriously, CANNOT, i emphasize, CANNOT buy love. it may be easier to show love with money. for example, buying stuff to make one happy. but ULTIMATELY, money really cannot buy REAL love.

and when i love someone, i really love them with my heart. with all tt i have. if i have the means to make someone happy, i will go all out. i would. even if it takes every single cent of mine. but i'm really trying very hard nt to spend money any o how. so i hope u guys understand.

i give you all tt i have. change me.

love.
CHARI ** ((:

Slid down the rainbow at 23:08

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