A Rainbow of Words

Sunday, December 02, 2007

nostalgic feelings...

hey.. :))

i went down to church today. today's speaker is pastor AARON CHAN. hmm.. i had no idea what he was talking abt. only caught a few things. but i tink i caught more jokes than the main points. LOL. but i didnt fall aslp coz i was chatting with glow and jem thru the bulletin! LOL. our official "paper chatroom" HAHA.

anw, had fellowship lunch with obviously nt enuff food to go rd. (nt mentioning 2nd rd)
did alot of step-ball-change until my left foot gt blister coz my of the sandals i was wearing. LOL. we did tambourine moves during praise and worship and sister said we were good. LOL. ( glow. chari and jem) :)))

had family altar. which was pretty okay. i slpt abit ( like 5mins ) on the couch before i moved to the mattress for 2 mins. HAHA. anw, then we went down to visit my grandparents. and i was really glad i went. i mean, they so poor thing lah. nt many ppl go visit them often. so my granddad was super happy to see us. :)) had dinner in amk.

that was where the nostalgic feelings set in. we ate at our 1st coffeeshop near my old place. everything seems so new. changed and everything. no more $2 smelly chicken rice. LOL. it seemed so foreign. ://

walked down that same road, blocks looked different. my playgrd where i sit swing everyday is gone. the place where i learnt to ride my 2 wheels bicycle is gone. :// i really felt like crying. i miss my hse. i closed my eyes and imagine hw i wud put the key in, turn it, open the door, walk in, go to my room where the piano wud be in, jump on my bed. HA. i remember it so vividly.

so many things. now all jus a memory. i had good times there. actually, all of my time spent in AMK was good. :)) i miss that place. i tink i'm someone who kinda hate changes but yet am constantly changing. :// i nid a new aim. i cant always hang on to the past which isnt gonna give me any future.

gosh i sound so negative. but honestly, i'm quite down right at this moment. :// i dunno hw i'm gonna win this battle this time rd.

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

p.s: pls pray for me and pump me with encouragement. thanks.

Slid down the rainbow at 23:09

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