A Rainbow of Words

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

LOVE

heyloS! chari is back to blog.

yes. i'm stil alive. HEH. but i guess there prolly are many ppl who have given up reading my blog after nt updating for abt 2 wks. HAHA. thinking of back then when i update everyday. i must have really had a lot of time. goodness..

LAZINESS HAS KICKED IN! o.O'' hahahaa! anw, i'm trying to work hard for alot of things here.
1) learning to love

loving someone isnt easy. HAHA. loving someone whom u urself feel dun deserve love is even more difficult. loving a lovable someone is alot EASIER! but tt is why we're here arent we? to love the unlovables. *sighs* tt's what JESUS would do. wont HE?

BUT... the unlovables are so hard to love lahh! they jus irritate u and make u want to give up and quit. :// they're ppl whom u dun wana see. they're ppl who spoils ur whole entire day. they're ppl who disgust u. they're ppl who u jus feel like giving a tight slap. yes. GOODNESS. but heyy! GOD stil loves them! the same way HE loves u. LOVE them in a way that GOD would. ((: its ALOT easier tt way. relying on HIS strength! ((:

oh wells.. GOD, pls teach me to LOVE.

2) SELF-DISCIPLINE
i need tons load of it! i nid to do my work. i got so much work to do. it feels nv ending! let's see...
1 international history essay outline
theme 2
theme 3
decolonialisation essay
Case-study
TONS of GP paper 2 (i tink abt 4 or 5)
readings : fundamentalism, communism, global economy!
STUDY FOR MOCK EXAMS!
GOODNESS. look, its never ending! there're more. i jus cant remember!

3) LOSE FATS!
HAHA. yes, i need to lose those extra calories. HAHA. i'm super fat. i'm scaring myself.
i need to eat less. or rather, eat smaller meals. dun eat junk and nonsense.
drink water. instead of other sweet stuff.
i need to run. sit ups. leg raises. more stretches.
mORE SLEEP. less late nights. (teachers, pls give me less homework! thank U!)

4) SAVE MONEY
by eating less, i'll save more. HAHA
no more fast-food. 1. save money. 2. lose weight. HAHA!
dun buy unnecessary stuff.

5) CLEANING UP
i got loads of cleaning up to do.
both in my own life and in my house and my study rooM!
HAHA! till then, i wont be who u think i am.

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

tell me how to love? i really am at my wits' end.
i thot i cud love u. then again, i feel i'm so fake when i've to force myself to love you!
pls forgive me.

Slid down the rainbow at 22:42

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