A Rainbow of Words

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

MOOD SWINGS

is this what people call mood swings?

how one person says something that affects u like crazy? how 1 person knocks u on ur head, and u feel entirely different.

i tell u honestly, i feel i've just lost something. something is missing. and that feeling i get is PAIN!
there's pain in my head. in my heart. in my stomach and in my spirit. something's NOT right. i want to find my joy again.

i cannot always be there for everyone of u. and i know u all know that. and i oso know, its human nature to want to have someone special there for u. but mayb sometimes, i'm just nt the special one. i cannot be a special one to everyone now can i? BUT, let me tell u something, there's someone who can ALWAYS be there for you, who u can trust, and hope in, and who will always love u! that person is... GOD. i'm serious. everything else is changing, the only constant in this world is CHANGE. but, ppl are wrong! there's something else that is CONSTANT. and tt is GOD.

HE will never leave nor forsake you. you can always trust, always hope, and will always be loved by a GOD so BIG and so GREAT and so MIGHTY! there's really NOTHING HE cannot do. i've been there, gone thru it, experienced HIS AWESOME, MAGNIFICENT love for me.

(there was a break, where i went to pray and GOD spoke! WOW! so amazingg!)

okayy, yes, back. and GOD spoke. GOD spoke thru a person. and i really thank GOD for my SPECIAL FRIEND. (((: so amazingg. like, the things my friend said, was exactly what i said earlier on. and it was SIMPLY... WOW!!! i'm really in AWE of how GOD uses people to do HIS work. and HOW HE truly is GOD. and how we shudnt doubt HIM and NEVER limit HIM! GOD IS GOOD! HIS LOVE ENDURES FOREVER!! (((:

NOT JUS A SPARK, NOT JUS A FLAME, BUT MY HEART IS ON FIRE, MY SPIRIT IS AFLAME!! ITS PASSION! AN UNEXPLANABLE FEELING. LIVING FOR YOU, DYING TO SELF. THERE'S PASSION IN ME!

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

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