A Rainbow of Words

Friday, October 31, 2008

1st PAPER- HISTORY.

heyy (((:

hahaa, now, only invited ppl can read my blog! WHEEE! no more weird ppl, annoymous human beings and un-nice ppl! (((: you ppl are the privileged 8 to be able to read more blog daily. and dun u dare give out ur username and password to others so that they can access my blog ah! :P

anw, today's history paper is quite interesting. it was really pretty easy. but then again, charii didnt study, whose fault? VINCENT'S? heh, no lah, my own. who ask me nv study, who ask me talk on the phone, who ask me nv slp?! hais. this morning was really crazy man. my stomach hurt so badly. and i msged 4 ppl, mel, gab, sus and mummy. and only sus replied me lahh! GOOD LAH! hais. nvm, sus, u're THE BEST! ((:

anw, i had lunch with mel, melvin mahaan, punitha, syl and her boyfriend raazak. LOL. it was pretty fun! (((: but mel so quiet lahh! LOL. quietly listening to our "wholesome" talk abt A lvls and UNI. HEH.

anw, i'm super tired nw. i dunno if i shud go for tuition or for CLUNY. i think i shall not go for either. HEH. :P super tired. i shall slp and then watch tv! LOL. no lah, and then read notes alright? so that, i can 1) save money. 2) study. 3) get enuff rest. 4) wake up early to meet ______ for breakfast. ((: HAHAHAA!! :P

anw, i think this is coooool! :P i'm gonna limit the ppl who can read my blog. LOL! :P or i shud change my blog. HAHA. like MOVE! :P

anw, in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

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Thursday, October 30, 2008

woots. mixed feelings.

heyy ((:

i haven blogged in awhile. been so super busy. HAHA. u wont believe me. i've been playing so hard, it doesnt even feel likes its A levels tmr. and yes, my As start tmr!!!! -.-''

i really want to thank ALL who has been praying for me, spurring me on, telling me i NEED to study. and catching hold of me and making me read and digest my notes. dragging me to school and all. LOL! thanks alot! esp to rena and ZHIRA!! LOL. love all of u! (((:

i've been really enjoying myself like no one's business. and i'm extremely happy tt As are finally here and soon its gonna be finally over. esp aft GP paper, it will be like 5 papers more to go! SUPER FAST! ((((: and then i can really take a break. whether or not i do well, or fail all, i will still PRAISE GOD. because i know HE has HIS plans for me! and plans to prosper me, and to give me a future! and i really cant wait to go for SERVE, do driving, work, and SERVE HIM! :P

i'm so super excited! HAHAA. i dunno why. and i feel and think GOD is so good. and so amazingg! and i know HE's with me all the way! (((:

okayy, i think i gtg.

anw, pls pray for me!! HISTORY PAPER 2 TOMORROW!!! at 8AM! [its a 3 hr paper!!! HEH]

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

LORD, thank YOU for filling me with more and more of YOUR love. and more and more of COMPASSION. LORD, i know i need YOU in my life, and nothing else is more impt than YOU! ((:

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

random

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people

1] How are you feeling today?
SHINE FOR YOU - Hillsong

2] Will you get far in life?
Trading my sorrows (answer is yes, coz i'm trading my sorrows! HEH)

3] What's your best friend's theme song?
TAKE IT ALL - hillsong (definitely nt her fav song LOL)

4] What is the story of your life?
ONE WAY - Hillsong

5] What was high school like?
You are good.

6] How can you get ahead with life?
Devoted

7] What's the best things about your friends?
I will be here (yeahh, definitely!)

8] Describe your grandparents.
Kid's prayer. (LOL)

9] How's your life going?
More love, More power (so true man! LOL)

10] What will be played at my funeral?
(this is gonna be hilarious!) HOSANNA - Hillsong

11] Will you have a happy life?
Absolutely nothing. (LOL, sure, i guess i dun need anything else except GOD)

12] What do your friends really think of you?
Never let you go.

13] Do people secretly lust after you?
Friend of GOD (this doesnt makes sense at ALL!)

14] How can you make yourself happy?
Today (as for me and my house) [meaning, i can make myself happy by SERVING GOD. as for me and my household, we will choose to follow GOD and SERVE HIM! AMEN? :P]

15] What should you do with your life?
you have been faithful

16] Will you ever have children?
My GOD

17] What song would you strip to?
(this is so wrong!!) nt gonna answer. LOL.
[ Your name is HOLY ]

18] What does your mum think of you?
You are HOLY. (lol. i really wana be! )

19] What is your deep, dark secret?
You are my King

20] What is your enemy's theme song?
Glorify your name

21] What's your personality like?
To the Ends of the Earth (goodness, its so me lahh! -.-'' yeahh, i'll do anything for you. i'll go to the end of the earth for yoU!)

22] What will be played at your wedding?
all the earth (even tho i wished it forwarded to LOVE OF MY LIFE) heh.

tt's all folks. i wana a longer one! :P

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

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AM I READY?

heyy ((:

i can very honestly tell u, i'm not that ready. not ready to announce, not ready for As, i'm only READY and very willing and cant wait, to go for SERVE and to really SERVE GOD! ((:

i want to catch the waves and ride on them. i wana FLY! ((:

haha, speaking of fly, i feel like going back to VANCOUVER. really. during my break. hmm.. anyone wana go with me? :p

anw, yesterday, we went to SURPRISE MELVIN GAN to HAPPY BIRTHDAY him. LOL. and i tink it was quite hilarious. my job was to go distract him. like bring him detour. and i really did. but he was really excited i guess. LOL. so funny.

i flew all over singapore to get presents for him. and then almost forgot to get him the card. and i wrote it while waiting for the train. 5mins. DONE. LOL. then went to DOVER to wait for him. and i almost fell aslp. i was EXTREMELY tired la. and then we were supposed to go ikea to eat meatballs. but nt enuff time.. ERNEST TOLD US : "COME BACK NOWW!!!"

so mel and i had to look for the bus stop which has 27 to go back home. SUPER FUNNY! coz... we dunno where's the busstop. and anyhow walk. but mel seemed like he knew where he was going. but it was like raining lahh! bahh. then alighted and had to walk to his hse. SUPER funny. he keep looking out for ernest and gang. LOL. until reach his house, up in his lift, he didnt want come out either. -.-''

but i think he's happy and touched. and was OVERWHELMED. coz.. i think he hasnt had anything like tt. YAY! GOOD JOB ALL! we managed to create a memorable 17th birthday for him! ((((: thanks everyone for coming down! ((:

aft tt, we rushed to pp to eat macs. HEH. becoz ernest,raymond need go ART, and nich had meeting. so, jem, ali, me, and mel ate dinner first. HEH. i met uncle steven and shermaine and all at macs too! (((: and u know wad? they were playing boggle too! LOL.

then sus came, and shared her joy with us, then went to collect her boggle, and played boggle downstairs fabian's block! HEHEHEE! SUPER FUN! WHEEEEEE! but i think everyone was tired lahh. then i reached home alm0st 12 lahh! -.-'' and i took bus back myself. HMM.. anw, i was so completely exhausted i didnt quite change. and i slpt. and i cudnt wake up this morning. thank GOD tuition got cancelled. i'm feeling extremely lAZY! :///

anw, LOVE OF MY LIFE, ALLSWELL and YOU really make me smile. LOL! it jus cracks me up!

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

LOVE OF MY LIFE

heyy (((:

i'm in a JOLLLY GOOD MOOD!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELVIN!!

hahahaa! wishing u fun, laughter, peace and joy from now til 4eva more! my prayer for you is that u'll continue to grow even stronger and stronger in the LORD! may u continue to shine for JESUS and continue to allow HIM to use you mightily! (((:

okayy, yesterday was... BEAUTIFUL! besides history lesson. HEH. history was boring to the max. zhira and i decided to leave early. but it was good to see everyone else again! (((: it felt good. HAHA. different feeling this time. ((: anw.. yepp. i cudnt even eat lunch. hungry until nt hungry. only had fries and mountain dew.

and i watched my dancing show - STEPS away from home. and reached home late. :// sorry mummY! but i enjoyed myself. HAHA..

and i really love this song - "LOVE OF MY LIFE". super nice lahh! thanks for sending me this song! (((:

no photos to post. ://

I am amazed
When i look at youI see you smiling back at me
It's like all my dreams come true
I am afraid If i lost you girlI'd fall through the cracks
And lose me track in this crazy lonely world
Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
And gave me the strength
And kept me holding on

Chorus
You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life
Now here you are
With midnight closing in
You take my hand as our shadows dance
With moonlite on you skin
I look in your eyes
I'm lost inside your kiss
I think if i'd never met you
About all the things i'd missed
sometimes it's so hard to believe
when a love can be so strong and faith gave me the strength and kept me holding on
You are the love of my life
And I'm so glad you found me
You are the love of my life
Baby put your arms around me
I guess this is how it feels
When you finally find something real
My angel in the night
You are my love
The love of my life

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

MOOD SWINGS

is this what people call mood swings?

how one person says something that affects u like crazy? how 1 person knocks u on ur head, and u feel entirely different.

i tell u honestly, i feel i've just lost something. something is missing. and that feeling i get is PAIN!
there's pain in my head. in my heart. in my stomach and in my spirit. something's NOT right. i want to find my joy again.

i cannot always be there for everyone of u. and i know u all know that. and i oso know, its human nature to want to have someone special there for u. but mayb sometimes, i'm just nt the special one. i cannot be a special one to everyone now can i? BUT, let me tell u something, there's someone who can ALWAYS be there for you, who u can trust, and hope in, and who will always love u! that person is... GOD. i'm serious. everything else is changing, the only constant in this world is CHANGE. but, ppl are wrong! there's something else that is CONSTANT. and tt is GOD.

HE will never leave nor forsake you. you can always trust, always hope, and will always be loved by a GOD so BIG and so GREAT and so MIGHTY! there's really NOTHING HE cannot do. i've been there, gone thru it, experienced HIS AWESOME, MAGNIFICENT love for me.

(there was a break, where i went to pray and GOD spoke! WOW! so amazingg!)

okayy, yes, back. and GOD spoke. GOD spoke thru a person. and i really thank GOD for my SPECIAL FRIEND. (((: so amazingg. like, the things my friend said, was exactly what i said earlier on. and it was SIMPLY... WOW!!! i'm really in AWE of how GOD uses people to do HIS work. and HOW HE truly is GOD. and how we shudnt doubt HIM and NEVER limit HIM! GOD IS GOOD! HIS LOVE ENDURES FOREVER!! (((:

NOT JUS A SPARK, NOT JUS A FLAME, BUT MY HEART IS ON FIRE, MY SPIRIT IS AFLAME!! ITS PASSION! AN UNEXPLANABLE FEELING. LIVING FOR YOU, DYING TO SELF. THERE'S PASSION IN ME!

in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((:

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Monday, October 20, 2008

TCM + other photos. :P