Wednesday, November 29, 2006
i nida study!!
heylos.. feeling bored again. so i tot i cum and blog abit.. i tink i really nida a motivator! any kind souls out there? who's willing to study with me?? i cant find a study partner!! argh! and i really nid to start mugging!!! yes, sum of u may tink i'm nuts.. but i tell u, if i really dun start nw.. i'm gonna stress out next yr. with all my new commitments and stuff.. i might nt have time to breathe!!

and as most of u know, i gt really poor time management. look at me during my sec 3 and 4.. look at wad kind of results i gt for Os? everyone knows wad happened.. i jus cudnt juggle everything.. family, friends, band, triple sci, president of heartcore club, piano lessons.. it was crazy man! my studies took a huge dip. i'm definitely nt gonna let it happen again!

i nid to concentrate. put aside all distractions.. and totally jus throw myself into the sea and start to swim. the earlier i learn hw to handle the stress, the better it is for me.. pls cover me with lots of prayer as my dec is already almost packed! hais.. but i'm gonna be mentally prepared.. to let ppl scream in my face..

so my dear friends, i nid u to understand tt if i tell u i cant go out with u.. pls i hope u understand.. i'll try my best to fork out time. but pls help me by nt tempting me oso. hahas.. u know, i veri easily distracted de ma.. all the time wana go out play. but i tink i've been playing enuff for a whole mth! oh wells..

gtg..
takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:


i wana give u my all. to be totally immersed in YOU and serving YOU. use me, shape me, mould me i pray...
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i'm fat!!
heylos.. i had to go sku today for SC miting.. was abit late. but thank GOD they haven really started yet.. and i was jus nice. and nt the latest.. hahas.. the 3rd students' council quite "nice" lols.. they keep scaring us. at the same time try to make us more at ease by telling us its nt tt difficult to juggle both studies and SC.. then we had our first miting for orientation '07.. its gonna be an exciting yr!! hahas.. miting ended at abt 4 plus..

i dashed out of the door and went to mit gab and josh. went to mit them at taka. then we shopped ard.. went toys r us.. AGAIN! LOLS.. bought stuff this time rd. bought alot of things ah.. then went to eat at pepper lunch. its inevitable to spend money la.. i spent like $10 today lor. tho i had breakfast and lunch at hm. hais.. i hope tmr can earn sum money. will be going to work tmr. :D

anw, then we came hm.. as in left for semb. then went shop more at popular. then gab and i came hm. josh went hm. gab came my hse cos he gt tuition. and he's MEAN!! he says i'm humongous.. and said i'm handicapped. jus becoz i use the handicapped button in the lift. :(( wadever lah! so sad lor.. ://

btw, this morning or rather last nite gt a surprise frm vincent. tho i only recieved it this morning. hahas.. he passed me my lit book tt i've been finding for like almost 2 mths le.. finally found it. and u know wad? he bought for me leh! so nice rite??! hahas.. THANKS VINCENT!! :D sum more bring to my doorstep. :D tt book accompanied me for the whole day. so far only read 30 pages. long way to go. hahas. and the vocab quite powerful sia.

anw, i gonna watch tv nw! cya everyone!

takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:
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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
sighs..
sighs.. daddy's cutting my allowance!! :( so sad la.. i like money nt enuff le lor.. hais.. everyday i shall jus eat bread.. i suppose i'll jus have to stay hm more often.. and i tink the prob with me is tt i've been spending too much on all pressies.. and stuff.. hais.. chari!! muz learn to save money!! (gosh.. tt rhymes..) oh wells.. i'm still like mission trip sick la.. i miss the place.. and the food!! and the sun!! lols..

i woke up like at 2 plus in the aftnoon today. coz i was like totally exhausted la.. woke up, had lunch.. watched HBO.. then came online to blogg lor.. i'm so so so sian la.. like no motivation to do anything. and its so boring.. i tink i feel bugged becoz i know i gt alot of things to do but i dun wana do it.. like i cant get myself started..

oh wells.. i'm bored.. and i dunno wad else to say.. i shall go link ppl liaos..

takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:
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Monday, November 27, 2006
ORANG ASLI (my mission trip!!)
WHEEE!!! i'm back in sg!!! HEYLOS EVERYONE!!! (24th nov- 27th nov)

hahas.. i've gt so so so so MUCH to share.. (BANYAK BANYAK!!) lols. it so so so so fun lor.. ppl tt went on the trip : pastor ben, rena, mrs ang, mun kong,andrew, theodore, gabriel, jem pan, jem lim, jon pang, jon tng, jon mok, alan, aloysius, nicholas, liwei, sam, sus, amy, chari, aldris, julian, timothy, ben ang, jaron, bunny, leon, Basil!! :D

i really enjoyed myself alot alot alot alot!! the worship was super good!! i feel tt tis time this trip was more like they minister to me than me to them... hahas.. i tell u.. GOD's like so so so good and so amazing lah!

before our trip, ppl were starting to fall sick. and we started to pray.. then when we were there.. many things happen.. like bruises and sprains and bites and stuff.. lOLS! but it sure was a fun bumpy ride..

i feel i really gain alot more experience and also really see hw GOD can move.. and hw wonderful and beautiful HIS creation is.. we saw stars.. i tell u.. the stars are really SUPER beautiful lor! big, bright, nice.. and so so so NICE!! i really like it alot.. and being on this trip really make me appreciate wad i have even more..

i really have alot to say actually.. but i'm super super tired!!! i really nid rest le.. hahas.. its a super good trip i muz say.. those who werent on this trip, dun worry.. we'll have one more next yr.. its fun! MUST GO!!!! lols..

alrights.. i tink i'll stop here.. will blog again..

HALLELUJAH!!! AMEN!!!

love loads,
CHARI** ((:



pankohleetan cleaning services.. lols.. :P p.s: enjoyed washing dishes with u guys! lols.. :D
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Sunday, November 19, 2006
FUN!!!
heylos! been awhile since i updated.. okays.. gt to be patient again k? coz gt lotsa stories to tell! hahas

went over to malaysia during the wkend like frm fri evening to sat nite. with.. daddy,mummy,bro,rena,sis,grandma..super fun la.. coz visit all the relatives.. felt like CNY! lols.. visit them to give them my bro's wedding card.. hahas.. we drove alot man.. it was lotsa fuN! thank GOD tt the rain stopped when we were driving at nite on the highway.. if nt it wud be quite dangerous coz no street lamps.. oh yes.. and i bought BUM equipment shoes!! yes.. SHOES!! lols.. they're brown.. sus likes them.. josh too.. lols. he ask me y nv buy for him. lols..

okays, shant bore u!! lols.. erms.. moving on to today!!

we went to church as per normal. had holy communion today.. then aft service we had to stay back for practice.. choir prac.. lols. no la.. jus this performance thingy we gonna do on xmas day!! :P its on 9 dec.. interested ppl pls call me.. its free!! :D

then aft prac. we (ernest,josh,cindy,sam,sus,me!!)went to eat at chicken rice stall in pp. yeah the shi mei restaurant. lols. then (JOSH,SUS,CHARI) headed down to suntec!! LOLS. whole lot of fun la. i nv felt like in such a shopping mood man. :P went to daniel yam.. wow.. the gowns there quite nice.. and i realised i'm really fat.. i nid to find clothes tt can cover me fat.. look at me nw and look at me when i was 15.. i tink being in a relationship does help u keep a watch on ur diet. LOLS! kiddin..

then we went TOYS'R'US.. so fun! as usual.. had lotsa fun. by tt time gab joined us.. then we shop until go crazy.. we go c cars.. lols. the way josh chooses his car is by the sound the door makes when u close it.. LOLS! the toyotas all sound better than the opel. hahas.. nice sound. then we went vivo!!

DULOUS (it means servant in GREEK)!! whoa.. nice man.. i really like it.. but muz be 18 and above to join the ship. :( so sad.. hahas. 5 mths to it! :P anw, the testimonies were great too.. dunno if vincent,reeza and vjay heard it.. i tink it was cool. we had thai express for dinner!! JOSH.SUS.GAB.CHARI.EUNICE.GLORIA.DOT.JAMIE.(SUS's friends).. guess who i saw???

QING WAH!!!!!!froggy!! lols.. so long nv c him la.. i tink at least oso gt like 6,7,8 years man!! lols.. invited him for xmas dinner. wanted take his number but i kinda dint. these are the ppl who nid to call back man. lols.. he looks the same! but he say i look old. sians. but compared to like 9, 10 years old tt time, of coz nw taller la.. lols..

so much fun lor!! :D those ppl who werent there, u get to share my excitement thru here.. hahas.. no worries.. will update photos once i have them over to my comp. :D

takecares

Love,
CHARI** :))



i'm filled with so much love!! CHARI WAS ON DULOUS.. ((: 010389**
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
hmms..
heylos.. yesterday went to watch STEP UP with shuyun and shihui! wow!! its a great movie man. i really wana get the dvd.. and it makes ppl feel like learning dancing.. hahas.. we went to PS to watch. hais.. i really veri sian at hm.. i kena food poisoning.. dunno hw did that happen either.

anw, i gt loads of things to buy..

MY SHOPPING LIST:
  • Gown/Dress (for hiah's wedding)
  • malaria pills (for mission trip)
  • adidas jacket (sumting i wana but no money)
  • adidas shirt (sumting i wana oso, but nt worth it)
  • new shoes. (running shoes)
  • new clothes.. (my wardrobe is boring)

actually it doesnt seem alot hor? hahas. my list can go on and on and on la.. i wana get camera too. i'm jus so bored. i wonder hw to get rid of fats in 1 mth's time! oh wells.. i know, i've been lazy.. fat as a pig.. dang, i'm so bored i'm really gonna talk rubbish..

been staying at hm doing dumb stuff like watching tv.. even blogging doesnt seem fun anymore. and its like i've gt to spend so much money jus becoz there're b'days! hahas. i love bdays. nt the spending money part tho.

oh and tell u all sumthing.. gab's a good friend man.. he really makes sure we get our pills. lols! gonna mit him nw.. to get pills and to eat dnr.. so, cya!!

takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:
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Monday, November 13, 2006
hmms.. tired..
heylos! i'm tired again! hahas.. been quite a while since i blogged.. :) anw, hope everyone has read everything i've left for u guys and gals.. hahas..

spent the wkend at ben and rena's place.. super long nv slp on my own bed. and my bed really feels good. i slpt super well last nite.. and my phone spoil.. i super sad lah.. today send to nokia care centre for repair..good thing gt warranty.. but thanks shuyuN! for lending me ur old phone.. hahas. super nice.. hope by tonite charge finish.. :)

anw, erms.. this wk has really been a roller coaster ride for me man.. my emotions have really been up down up down.. whoa.. tiring man.. i tink i haven slpt well ever since like 2 wks ago lor.. hais.. anw..

today went shopping with shuyuN!! hahas.. had SC interview in the morning.. was alright la.. but i tink i screwed up abit la.. hais.. sians.. anw, i sat with lin and jan at KFC to eat then sat there and talked and talked.. aft jan left we talked even more and laughed even more.. LOLS!! :P anw, then i went to mit shuyun and shopped.. :P bought a little purple water bottle. wana use on the mission trip. :)

anw, i gtg.. dad nids use comp. will update when i can again..

takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:
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Friday, November 10, 2006
hahas.. PUNKT
this time, this post is for all who have supported me.. prayed for me.. been there for me.. and spend their wkends with me.. this is gonna be long. so be patient!

to BEN:
heys! nt becoz u're pastor ben tt's y i started with u first.. hahas. anw, i wana thank U SO SO SO MUCH! i can nv be able to say hw much i appreciate u and love u! lols! i thank U for doing so much things for me.. thank U for buying so many things for me.. thank U for being there for me while i'm growing up!for being so patient with me.. hahas. thank U for ur many prayers.. thank U for being such a wonderful and brilliant BROTHER!! love u loads.. (if this whole post were for u.. mayb, i cud spend more time writing for u.. but i've gt a long list.. hahas) *hugs* :))

to RENA:
heys jie jie!! woot! i thank GOD for u! i really do.. i thank U for cuming into hiahhiah's life.. and thus, appearing in mine! hahas. i'm also super grateful to u for all tt u've done.. for all the pressies i've received.. for all the prayers u've said for me and for everyone.. for being patient with me.. for always encouraging me.. and for sharing and listening stuff with me.. i love u too!! :))

to SUS:
gosh, i know u like ur whole life lah!! hahas.. since u were born man! hahas.. i really dunno wad wud life be without u.. hahas.. i totally cant imagine. thanks for all ur "always being there for me" for always listening to me when i nided to share.. and for always taking my bad attitude.. thanks for encouraging me and praying for me.. thanks for the hugs and the fun times we've shared in camps and in services and cells.. :DD love u sis! :)

to AMY:
ooh amy! thanks for being U! thanks for always bringing joy into the atmosphere.. thanks for ur laughter.. for ur caring-ness.. thanks for all the fun u always bring.. i have so much to thank u for tt i cant really express it out.. gosh.. i miss u amy! pls cum back soon! we've gt lotsa camps to go for! hahas.

to FAWN:
GOSH! FAWN! i miss U!!! its been such a long time.. the other time u came back.. we dint even have time to go out tog.. :( srry!! this time u're cuming back, we'll go SENTOSA!! take lotsa fotos and neoprints!!!!!!!! :) okays? hahas.. fawn, i wana thank u for all ur cute and creative pressies.. hahas. and thanks for being tt sister to me! thanks for being part of my life too! really wish today is the 15th!! hahas.. :P

to JOSH:
hahas.. i'm writing this again for u.. coz i felt, tt was wad i was feeling abt css.. nw its wad i'm feeling abt point comm.. hahas.. i wana thank U for being so patient with me.. i'm sorry for all my attitude and stuff.. i thank U for accompanying me chatting on msn when i'm bored.. thx for always waiting for me to cross the road liao then u walk hm.. hahas.. thanks for all the fun.. thanks for all the exercise today too.. lols.. (guitar hunting eh? hahas..) and thanks for being tt bro!!

to GAB:
hahas.. ah BOO! thanks for recently being random and going boo all the time.. hahas.. and thanks for all those alighting me at yck so tt its nearer hm.. thanks for bringing joy and fun too!! thanks for those drinks.. and thanks for ur generosity! thanks for being tt great brother.. and thanks for u jus being u.. for chatting with me online.. for sending me photos.. hahas.. :P

to SHAOBIN:
woot! thanks always for being tt big brother.. always telling me to report to u when i reach hm.. hahas.. thanks for willingly driving us ard.. thanks for tt ride to BC one sunday.. hahas. thanks for ur friendship.. thanks for everything u've done.. really appreciate u lotsa!! i'm beginning to run out of words.. everyting seems overlapping.. hahas..

to SAM:
heys.. thanks for being tt brother all along.. thanks for being so nice and bringing joy to us.. glad to have u with us! :) tho its only like recently tt all of us have been going out tog, but its great having another great bro like u joining us!! :) thank U for teaching me hw to make friendship bands.. hahas.. :)

to STEPHEN:
woot.. thanks for always looking out for us.. thanks for teaching us stuff.. like on the guitar, piano, sound.. everything. and thanks for dinner tonite.. :P dun really have any specific to thank u for.. but i thank GOD for u! :)

to LIWEI:
thanks for always praying for me. thanks for always sending me encouraging msges.. thanks for all those verses.. i really thank GOD for a friend like u.. thanks for the cards.. (xmas.. etc..) thanks for the bday cake this yr.. was really nice lah!! woot.. strawberry cheesecake! hahas.. mm.. :p and most imptly, thanks for being willing to serve GOD and allowing GOD to wrk thru u in leading us in the pre service prayer every sat! thank GOD for u! :)

to CHINYI:
thanks for always being tt big sister to all of us!! thanks for ur generosity too! thanks for always saying no nid la.. no nid.. hahas.. and thanks for all the blessings u've brought to me! thanks for ur prayers and ur care and concern!! thank YOU! :)

to CINDY:
hmms.. tho we've nv really been veri close.. i stil wana thank U for being tt sister.. for serving GOD.. and serving in the worship ministry as we in turn get blessed by the worship! :) thank GOD for u.. :)

to JUSTIN:
heys.. thanks for always being so "weird".. no, i dun mean like weird weird weirdo.. but like funny, ha ha kind of weird.. lols!! nvm.. i really wana thank U for driving us hm.. it really means alot to me.. coz i nt only save on bus fare.. and i get hm fast.. hahas.. thanks for letting us "eat air" with u.. lols

to ERNEST:
heys!! tho i only know u this yr.. i wana thank U for everything.. for being funny.. and bringing joy among us.. for being cool.. and for ur willingness in serving GOD!! woot!! super good lah!! yes.. join the worship ministry.. :) thank U for eating breakfast with us.. thank U for many many things!! hahas..

anyone else i missed out? pls let me know k? hahas.. coz i wana thank EVERYONE in POINT COMMUNITY!! one piece of my life will be missing without all of U! :) haahs.. gtg..

takecares..

LOVE,
CHARI** ((:


all i ask for is ur happiness.. and if i know of anything tt can give u happiness, i'll wish and pray for it to happen! :)
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TO EVERYONE WHOM I LOVE IN MI!
okays.. this is for everyone who means sumthing to me in MI!! if i ever go, i wana u to know...

to nicole:
thanks for all the fun and laughter u've brought to me! thanks for taking photos with me!! really pretty fotos.. thanks for all those late nite calls.. talk til the next morning and the both of us stil had to wake up early for sku! hahahas.. i really wonder hw wud life be without u in MI! i've gt like so much to say to U! tho it kinda seems tt u're rather distant frm us nwadays, photos and memories are wad i'll always treasure!! :))

to hsiang lin:
whoa.. i tink i've loads to thank u for too! thank u for always accompanying me in the morning to eat breakfast.. to drink milo tog.. hahas. for helping me buy hotdog bun.. thanks for eating KFC with me! CHEESE FRIES!! hahas. thanks for bringing joy into my life too! thanks for accompanying me to the toilet whenever i nid to go.. hahas.. thanks for always being that sweet and quiet gal! tho i've ever seen u angry and pissed.. hahas.. u will always be remembered as a nice gal! hahas..

to janessa:
sweets, thanks for really always being so sweet.. thanks for always sending me nice msges.. and cheering me up! thanks for allowing me to go to ur hse.. thanks for all the fun we had at ur place.. thanks for allowing us to go to ur hse to bake cookies and muffins.. and make the whole place so messy.. i really cant imagine life without u too! thanks for all those times we went shopping together!! hahas..

to marilyn:
hi darling, woot! thanks for being there for me.. thanks for always being so random and funny! u nv fail to make any one of us laugh! the tot of u makes me smile already.. hahas.. "where's our car?" LOLS! thanks for sending me encouraging msg too.. and thanks for being my friend.. thanks for being U! :)

to hazel:
thanks hazel.. tho we've nv been like super duper close, i've always treated u as one of my goody frens.. and i wana thank U for all the time we've spent tog as a clique.. hahas.. during recess.. helping us buy drinks.. and going shopping tog.. doing stuff.. hahas..

gosh, wad wud i do without the 5 of u??! c, cuming to MI isnt tt bad!! u get good frens too!! LOLS! ppl whom make u laugh till u drop off ur chair.. ppl who nv get tired of taking photos with U! hahas.. ppl who have great camera phones tt take great pictures!! LOLS!! LOVE YOU ALL OH SO VERY MUCH!!! thanks for being part of my life!! :D
Slid down the rainbow at 01:07 0 comments
i had fun!!
heylos.. we went guitar hunting today.. with stephen and josh. then gab joined us later.. congrats to josh! he finally bought his guitar!! whee! good bargain too! :) hope u're happy with it! went to eat dnr at cafe cartel.. whoa.. ordered big portion! like for 5 ppl to share de.. we eat until can die ah.. i try put up photos for u to c later! hahas.

decided to walk hm today.. i mean when i reached semb instead of the usual taking 962.. coz at nite, cooler.. and can walk then save money lor. hais.. money so hard to cum by man.. lols! i'm quite touched by reeza.. he went all the way to yao xing's hse jus to get the dvd frm him and came all the way to my hse to pass it to me.. THANKS REEZA! appreciate it. hahas. gt show to watch liaos. :P

oh ya, today we (gab,stephen,josh,chari) went to walk ard at CATHAY! and went into adidas shop. i saw this jacket tt i really really like.. its $119!!! ex hor? sobs.. but i gt 20% discount voucher.. but use liao stil abt $95.. then like stil kinda ex la. and its nt like i've alot of money nw. so it shall be on my wish list! hahas. and the brown shirt too. its like $49! hais.. y all the adidas things all so ex de?? bah.. ://

anw, my fren wrote this poem using my name!! read it.. super cool la.. here it goes..


Cannons go when i hear your name.
Heaven save you, i'm now insane.
A maiden fair, I ask for thee
Read the poems for you to see
I heard pictures tell a thousand words
Seeing you, my speeches akwards
Samson gave himself for Dilylah
As i would too, My morning star.

nice hor? lols.. thanks!! :)

anw, i dunno wad else i nid to say.. i'm actually kinda tired.. and nids wake up early tmr. hais..

takecares..

LOVE,
CHARI** ((:


i dunno what else is there for me to say to you for you to understand that i truly care..**
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
hahas.. happiness!
hahas.. i'm happy! very happy! i dunno y.. mayb becoz GOD spoke today.. like its been a veri long time since i've really felt GOD speaking.. was doing my QT and reading james 4:1-17.. a few verses spoke to me.. james 5:8 oso did.. abt PATIENCE!!! i muz have patience man! i muz wait.. GOD's coming!!! so everyone, get readY!!!

anw, i woke up ard 12 plus.. started praying.. spending time with GOD. then went on to watch HBO at 1 plus.. "The Perfect Man" woot! nice man! y isnt anyone like tt in real life? lols. GOD's preparing him.. i'm sure.. ha.. anw, then i checked scope, the mag which tells me the timings on the different scv channels. watched pool on ESPN. nice la. wah lao.. the fella clear 15balls in 58sec. and his record was like 26. sumthing secs. super fast lah!!!!! siao eh.. cant wait to PLAY POOL AGAIN!! hahas..

ANYONE WHO WANA PLAY POOL, FREE AND INTERESTED PLS GIVE ME A CALL! I'LL COME MEET YOU AND PLAY!!!!!! HAHAS.. ALSO CALLING ALL SKU/CLASSMATES WHO ARE FREE TO MEET TO STUDY! WE'VE GOT LOTSA WORK TO DO MAN! ANYONE WANA HELP MOTIVATE ME? :P GIVE ME A CALL TOO. hahas.. abit siaos liao..

everyday stay hm so bored la.. oso no motivation do anything much. oh wells.. i met shuyun jus nw to go grocery shopping! i dint buy any food stuff except milo 3-in-1 coz i really nid tt to survive and peanut butter!! hahas.. anw, i tink i'm gonna maple..

takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:


forever and ever i will love you.. :))
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what wud i do different if i cud re-live my life?
i jus realised, hw fragile life is..
what wud i do differently if i cud re-live my life? hmms.. tt's really a question to ponder on..
i tink i really do think alot when i'm online.. or when i watch tv.. think the most when i'm troubled or when i'm playing minesweeper..

if i cud re-live my life.. i prolly wud wrk alot alot harder.. like mayb if i knew things better, i would have carried on in st margs. do well there and move on to SAJC.. yet, if i did tt, means i wudnt have been in css.. means i wudnt have known shuyun, i wudnt have known vincent.. i wudnt have those wonderful and fond memories i have nw. also, i wudnt have all the pain i'm feeling inside of me nw. i definitely wouldnt be who and what i am nw..

i wouldnt have known mr oon, mrs ong, so many ppl who've impacted my life one way or another. i mean i really cant imagine life without VINCENT and SHUYUN. who wud i go shopping with? who will i call late at nite to talk to? who wud bring me to play pool? in the first place, i prolly wouldnt even be so addicted to pool. i wouldnt known josh.. there're so many things that wud totally change my life.

i wouldnt have joined band, become a band major, or a deputy band major, wouldnt get backstabbed by ppl who i'd call friends. wouldnt have hurt myself physically so much.. my foot wont have gotten injured. my toe wud be intact.

there're so many ppl that i've met in canberra that means so much to me.. they are the ones that would make me nt want to re-live my life.. ppl whom i definitely nv regret knowing : SHUYUN, VINCENT.. this two ppl, i tell u.. are so so so so impt in my life lah. like my best friends.. ppl whom i feel know me inside out. i nt sure if vincent really does know me all that well.. but i'm sure shuyun does.

SHE's simply AMAZING lah. she's been there for me like almost for everything thruout sec sku! even tried to make time for me aft we grad.. tho we meet lesser nw, but i tell u, it wud definitely be a BIG waste if i nv knew her. i live in semb for like 7 yrs. nv knew her til first day of sec 1. i jus am so grateful and really APPRECIATE this wonderful best friend i have.. :)) thanks shuyun.. i really love u! u're great dear! :D *hugs*

and vincent..
ha.. the tot of u jus makes me smile. actually, dunno to smile or to cry. lols.. thinking hw much we've been thru together.. all the happy times, sad times.. crazy times.. childish times.. hw i feel we've both matured thru our friendship.. really wana thank U again, for making me laugh, for teaching me stuff.. and of coz for teaching me POOL! hahhas.. totally love it. i know, many times i've been really veri selfish.. nv tot of his feelings.. nv really knew wad he was tinking or wad he wanted..and so acted on my own.. honestly, the first day i met him, i knew he wud be sumone whom wud cross paths with me. no, i'm nt crazy or wad. i dint stalk him or anything. we were jus classmates. hahas. hw our friendship developed, i oso dunno.. it jus did.

tho i oso did hate him for alot stuff.. and all the emotional hurt he caused.. i know he dint mean it. and becoz of the softhearted nature GOD has given me, i've long ago forgiven him.. praying that he would forgive me of all the wrongs i've done. and hurts i've caused him.. SORRY dear.. life without him wouldnt be complete. really. i know GOD allowed our paths to cross coz GOD wanted me to have this friendship with him. it was like GOD-given. jus like shuyun, will always be one of my special and most treasured friends..vincent, i love u too! :D tho u're always quiet.. but i thank U for the many times when u jus hung on on the other side of the line and jus listened to me pour out my frustrations and listened to all my noise. never regretted knowing u.. and u know sumthing, i can nv forget u.. hahas..really love u loads. ha.. THANK YOU dear.. *big thanks and hugs*

moving on to the so many other ppl tt i wudnt have known, like josh, reeza, xinying, junhong, weiteck, mel, nadira, ruixiang, ronnie, kairul, chelsea, huzaimi, chris, pearline, miaos.. (dun get offended if i dint mentioned ur name k?) ppl who have 1 way or another cross my paths. it may nt have been the best of all the friendships i hold.. but i truly thank U for the times when u've been there for me.. celebrated christmas, birthdays.. ha.. i will definitely nv forget u guys!

to josh:
thanks for all the fun u've brought during sec sku.. its kinda funny to think back hw i actually met u.. yet, we're like actually much closer after sec sku.. hahas. great to have u as a bro! thanks for listening to me when i nid a listening ear too!

to reeza:
thanks for all the badminton stuff, the walking me hm.. the long long chats on the phone.. u've been a great friend. felt like i've known u for ages.. thanks for celebrating my birthdays. and christmases!! haa..

to xinying:
thanks for being that good sister.. who wud willingly accompany for dinner and lunches.. allow me to slp in ur hse.. hahas. and for always giving me those big hugs.. and for letting me still feel loved whenever i go back to sku!

to junhong:
tho, i dun tink u'll read my blog, stil wana thank U.. tho we've drifted far apart nw.. i'll nv forget those days where we play badminton together. go for lunch tog. celebrate lantern festival tog. u've been a great brother!

to weiteck:
gosh, i tink this is gonna be long.. i can nv thank u enuff for all the times i cried, u cheered me up.. be it whether u're with me.. or on the phone, or in band, or online.. u're really one who makes ppl happy wherever u go.. thanks for all the encouragement all these yrs.. thanks for the songs u wrote! thanks for the late nites out sitting downstairs and jus talking..and sending me hm.. u're really one of the greatest friends i have too! if i were to go on, ppl wud think i'm crazy.. but we both know hw much this friendship holds. hahas..

to mel:
thanks esp for tt nite u and nizam walked with me hm.. talked with me and comforted me. thanks for all those times we laughed tog. did silly stuff tog.. and for all the hugs too! haa.. thanks sister!! :D

to nad:
thanks for the hugs, thanks for making me feel welcome whenever i cum back for band. and thanks also, for looking after the younger percussionist! u're a great leader! :D

to ruixiang:
oh gosh, another long one! ha! ruixiang!!! thanks for being such a super duper good friend and good brother.. always lending me ur shoulders esp when i'm tired or sian.. hahas. thanks for all the sweets and always making me laugh. thanks for all the little treats.. and thanks for being such a good bass drummer.. wonder wad all of us wud do without u! :P really loads of thanks.

to ronnie:
i've gt to thank u too.. tho we arent really tt close, but we all belong to the same band family.. and u know wad? u were there for me at the downest part of my life. ha.. u may nt remember it.. but i wont forget.. thanks for lending me ur converse jacket, for lending me ur shoulders as my pillow during band camp. thanks for walking me hm and sharing stuff with me tt nite we had band bbq. thanks for all the fun! u're a great brother too!

to khairul, chels,chris and huz:
thanks for all those late nites, jus sitting downstairs at the void deck.. being crazy. talking abt life.. talking abt band.. thanks to khai for chatting with me.. thanks to chels, for always being there when i'm sad.. sharing stuff with me.. laughing with me.. thanks huz, for all the gimmicks u taught us.. and for allowing us to slack in ur hse during CNY! lols..

to miaos and pearl:
gosh, i wonder wad wud sec 3 and 4 life in class be without the both of u. thanks for all the sweets we've shared. thanks for all the fun we had in shopping.. thanks for so many many things u gals have done! and most of all, thanks for all the friendship we have had and for the many more years to come..

this is really getting long, so in a nutshell, i wont wana re-live my life.. becoz tho there were points in life tt i feel i was going nowhere.. but nw tt i tink back abt it.. life really cudnt be any better.. and life without u.. yes, U.. each and everyone of u.. wud be meaningless.. esp, without GOD.. thank U papa GOD for every friend u've given to me..

treasure everyone around u.. really, dun let ur pride get in the way, coz life is short and fragile, u nv know when sumone whom u really love or treasure might jus go...............

i really love all of U! will remember u always.. oh yes, thanks everyone for taking so many many pictures and neoprints with me!!!! tt's sumthing i'll nv throw away or lose! ha..

takecares!!

LOVE,
CHARI** ((:



How am i ever to tell u hw much u mean to me?
the words jus nv come whenever i have the chance...
perhaps, some things are better left unsaid...
still, i wud nv forget u..
loving you always..
and always meaning forever...
Slid down the rainbow at 00:46 0 comments
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
back to ttsh
heylos.. this morning i really gt a shock la.. first opened my eyes at like 8 plus.. the next time was like 10 plus. then i continued to slp even with my aircon off.. then i had 3 sms-es.. but i dint know until mum called. then she was like.. "chari where r u? did u receive my msg? " and i was like.. "huh? wad msg? i haven read anything.. y leh?" and she was like "mama is in hospital.. she fainted!" i jumped out of bed lah.. i was ok ok.. i'm coming..

then i felt i had to pray first.. so i spent abt 10 or 15mins doing QT and praying for ppl who i felt i nided to pray for.. then i went to shower.. met mum.. had lunch then went to ttsh.. yes, its like within 1 wk.. go twice. abit siao la.. today the nurse ask me, hw cum u oso have tt band.. lols.. ( the band which all patients have to wear when admitted to hospital )

anw, i spent the whole day at ttsh.. so tired lor.. so sians.. and hor, vincent went to eat nyny without me!!! :( hais.. so sad lah. wud have ate tt last nite if i dint eat it on sunday. abit siao to like everynite go eat rite? lols.. nvm.. next time ya? hope u had fun and enjoyed dinner with the guys! nice place eh? lols..

alrights, will stop here.. cya~!

takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:



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Slid down the rainbow at 22:57 0 comments
i love shopping with you!
heyheyheys.. i love shopping with you man! really! i dunno y its so fun shopping with u.. even if i'm nt buying anything. LOLS. even if u dun buy anything too.. jus go in, look here look there, touch this touch tt, check prices.. look interested and leave! gosh, its so fun lah.. this kind of thing only can do when u're ard.. coz u wont feel bad.. but i will.. LOLS! kidding..

this morning woke up late. and i laze in bed for a veri long time. coz i tink i abit sian sian.. and wanted to slp more. but nwadays every morning the constructors drill here, knock there.. NOISY lah.. oh wells.. then i gt a little emo.. and was alone at hm.. so i took my own sweet time to get dressed for work. lols. reach wrk abit late. supposedly 1 or 1.30.. tho i told mum 2pm.. i meant to be there at 1. i only left hse at 12.45. wait for 962.. yes, u know hw long it can take.

anw, i went down.. help out for only like 4 hrs nia.. i super quiet today la.. like 1 of the another quiet day. tried to be normal.. but i jus cudnt.. talked abit to the kids. and played carom with them.. then they went outdoor. so i slacked in the office. for abt 30mins. then left at 6..

met vincent for dinner. :)) his shirt veri nice. hahas. yes, tt's a compliment for u.. lols.. i actually decided to eat wanton mee for dnr at our fav stall in suntec. but he said by the time we go close liao. but actually i dun tink so la. anw, so we walked ard.. look ard.. went to the directory like twice.. before we decided wad we wana eat.

we looked at marche.. then think.. hmms.. dun wan la. in the end ate at kenny roger's. hais.. bad choice chari, bad choice.. i dint really enjoy it lei.. like nt as nice as last time when we go and eat de.. hais.. dunno if vinc enjoyed his. mayb coz i dint have ice lemon tea.. hahas.

anw, it was a quiet dnr. little words spoken.. aft dnr.. we went shop ard. i wanted play pool. but he wasnt in the mood. knowing tt i nt happy cant play pool, he tried to make me smile by telling me to play online. wad gt competition, can win money oso.. lols!

then actually i wanted to shop for november babies' pressies.. but nth to buy lei.. hais.. really dunno wad to buy for shuyun la.. anyone any suggestions? vincent cudnt give me any la. hais.. oh wells. i already have in mind wad to get hsiang lin. HAHAHAS! anw, at first was shopping for my stuff.. then dun when it became shopping for his stuff.. LOLS. but i tell u.. its a whole lot fun-ner shopping for his than mine. went to shop for sunglasses.. hais, so difficult to get the right shape, shade, size, length, frame.. and we KIV-ing 2.. okay, nt we la. he. lols.

super ex lah. but i suppose, it doesnt really matter.. as long as he likes it and is happy with it.. i'm happy for him too. btw, u gt nice eyes. no nid shades lah. lols. u jus wana look cool is it? or u jus dun wana ppl to c u looking at them? lols! dun um chio ah! later internal injury. LOLS!

we walk the same place like 3 or 4 times lah! lols.. crazy rite? but its fun.. :D i tink he knows i nided the exercise lah.. lols.. great wrkout.. thanks ah.. :P then we took the train hm.. we bounced. meaning sat to marina bay then continued homewards.. he was reading FT all the way.. okay, nt all the way. i read like 1 or 2 articles which caught my eye. oh btw, FT is financial times. he read until mayb AMK, then he was like.. slp. lols. coz everytime sit train go hm is slp de. so i everytime talk, so tt he wont slp. LOLS. veri bad hor? :P we laughed and had fun in the train.. (wait, tt sounds wrong.. oh wells.. as long as u dun let ur imagination run wild.. lols)

anw, only reached hm at like 11.20 plus. woot! wad a day! super fun lah. thanks dear for all the fun! hahas. and yes, the workout.. which caused my index finger to nw feel weird, (like loose leh.. LOLS) kiddin..

my eyes are getting tired..

takecares everyone!! :D

love,
CHARI** ((:





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Slid down the rainbow at 00:50 0 comments
Monday, November 06, 2006
hmms..
will be praying for you...**
i'll pray until something happens.. tho i have been praying for a long while.. many things have happened, but i believe, tt the breakthru i've been praying for u hasnt happened yet.. hmms.. but at least, i know u're living well.. u're alive and kicking.

yes, it's hard to make choices.. but tt's part of life.. crying, growing up is all part of life.. and its sumthing all of us have to face. the more i try to run away frm it the more it happens.. no matter what happens, i'll stay strong. i promise...

remembering you in many ways..






takecares..

CHARI** c,")




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Slid down the rainbow at 00:20 0 comments
Sunday, November 05, 2006
NEW YORK!!
woot! congrats to rev michael teh! wheee! u're ordained! i muz say, it wasnt really pretty long, but it was pretty.. erms.. making me fall aslp. nt til the ordination part la.. the hymns i suppose. lols... long day out today man! since 7 plus i was up.. so tired la..

went to church early today coz we accompany ernest go gate duty. no, nt accompany him for it.. but like we went to church with him. we meaning josh and i. its amazing hw we cud stil reach the coffeeshop at 9am.. lols.. suppose mit at 8.. in the end i tink 8 plus then left semb..

anw, met gab, sus and liwei for breakfast. but sus dint eat. hahas. we had the usual $1 peanut, me with ice milo and josh with ice milk tea. then we were super early for service la. like 1 hr early. sat ard.. then went for service..

pretty cool. had an english man as our preacher today. pretty cool... :P

then we went to bras besar.. look for guitars. saw this really good deal.. but last piece.. and its the display set. so we decided, we wud look ard.. went to davis.. but dint c anything tt josh fancy. and the colour of the guits funny la. like nt normal. lols.

anw, DINNER!!!
we went to NEW YORK NEW YORK! whoa.. its good man.. the food is good.. the ambience is good.. and the fellowship was great!!!!!! went with, mum, dad, uncle jimmy, ben, rena, sis, justin, josh, sus, gab, stephen. :D price, hmms.. alrights la.. affordable.. esp on days tt i feel good.. :P hahas.. shud go shud go.. :D gt pool table too! and free cotton candy! GREEN APPLE FLAVOUR!!!

then came hm, justin sent us hm. thanks justin..

then had another rd of chatting abt our, individual future.. abt wad we wana do in the future.. abt where might have more job prospects.. and stuff.. LOLS.. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA.. whoa, its been a long time since we chatted like this. tho over msn and the other time was over the phone.. and like 1 or 2 yrs ago.. LOLS. my ambition has changed.. i suppose his has always been there all along. we all know what he's good at. hahas. hmms.. oh wells..

got so much unspoken.. so much screaming on the inside of me.. so much tt i cant say out.. and only GOD knows. i do agree with those introverts. sumtimes its better to stay silent.. but for a noisy person like me.. its quite tough.. so tough to make decisions sumtimes.. and ya, y cant i have the best of both worlds?

oh wells, staying close to PAPA GOD, guarding my heart..

takecares..

love loads,
CHARI** ((:
Slid down the rainbow at 23:39 0 comments
Friday, November 03, 2006
TTSH... ://
heys.. i've been missing a few days coz i wasnt feeling well.. had gastric on wed.. sent to TTSH's A&E at abt 12 plus in the nite.. then they injected me like twice! one on the right, one on the left. nw my left arm super pain la.. like today's the second day liao lor.. but still so painful lei.. dunno y.. at nite slp cant slp on my left. hurts la... =//

anw, thanks to all who prayed for me.. i was allowed to go hm only at 4am... hais.. big thanks to DADDY who stayed with me the whole nite.. i'm sure he muz be super tired too.. and for spending so much money.. AGAIN! its like, mum oso said, leg okay liao, nw is stomach.. hais.. i jus cant stop spending money man! :// so ex la.. i tink i've to go back for check-up.. but i dunno when's the appt. hmms... pls continue to pray tt there's nth.. and yes, i'll be more careful with wad i eat le.. and wont skip meals..

anw, gtg.. cya..

takecares**

love,
CHARI** ((:
Slid down the rainbow at 12:23 0 comments
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
WAD A HILARIOUS DAY!!
heylos.. i'm having GASTRIC!! ://// pls pray for me!!!!!!! super pain la.. ahhh! wana know y i gt gastric? let me tell u a story.. woke up at 12 to get ready to go mit ELI at yck to pass him his photo.. then he dint go sku.. dint tell me.. went all the way there.. waited abt 1hr.. then he told me he's nt in sku. sent a fren to pick the thingy frm me.. then went to MOS to get food coz i was hungry..

then i met miaos and shihui at MOS. so qiao.. so i went hm to take my books to go back MOS to study with them.. so i ate late la.. and dint eat breakfast.. and i drank ICE MILK TEA~!! 2 ICE MILK TEA.. MEDIUM!!! wah.. 2 leh! tt's y my gastric was activated.. nw i'm suffering.. super pain.. hais..my day!! nw i'm tired..

so, i'll stop here.. pls pray!!!! thanks...

takecares

love,
CHARI** ((:
Slid down the rainbow at 21:00 0 comments
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