| Friday, January 30, 2009 |
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heyy.. ((:
i'm gonna close my blog down.
thank U all for always reading and encouraging me.
but i guess, from now on, i wanna be personal.
:P
yepp.
moving on...
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
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| I am human too. |
i may seem tough and all.
but i'm not at all.
and maybe that's why people always take advantage of that.
i dunno.
i'm hurting so much inside.
i feel so dumb.
really extremely dumb.
it's nt that i dun trust GOD.
but i feel very alone right now in this world.
its a negative thingy.
and i dun want it either.
i think i haven had a break since 2005. and maybe tt's why.
when i thot i had it, it jus slipped right thru my fingers.
how in the world to convince myself tt i'm gonna be alright?
at the rate i go, my health is going down the drain.
in any way,
thank U all for praying for me.
i still believe God has HIS plans for me. ((:
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
| Slid down the rainbow at 14:30 |
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| Monday, January 26, 2009 |
| WONDERFUL DAY! |
heyy!!! (((:
i had a SUPER UBER eventful day!!! (((:
i love CNY!
CNY this yr has really changed my perspective of CNY!
do you know, CNY isnt jus a time where u collect angbaos, so your revenue can increase and spend more money on buying more clothes?
neither is it a time where u jus sit in front of the tv and eat new yr goodies and grow fat after that.
but, rather it is a time of fellowship,
a time where you share your joy and sorrow.
a time where ministry takes place.
a time where you pray for your family member.
a time where you share GOD's love with a loved one.
((:
yes, this year, that's my CNY. at least today.
and you know what?
not being able to eat the new yr goodies (due to BAD throat infection),
made me, sit very quietly listening to older people talk.
(oso because i got nt much voice)
and i enjoyed myself so much.
i'm really proud to be the 4th generation CHRISTIAN in my family!
i feel the responsiblity to share and bring those who have yet to know HIM!!!
we had 4 stops in total.
1st stop, i was quiet, jus enjoyed the "brunch" then left.
2nd stop, MAMA's house...
was extremely cool.
i really thank GOD for JEREMY PAN.
this close friend of mine, really is one of those who made my day today!
our timing was just so so so good!
and GOD knew we just had to meet today!!!
it was really quality time spent today.
(we haven spoken to each other, like heart-to-heart since since!!! )
and i realised how much both of us had to share! LOL.
how both of us realised 1 bowl of salted duck and veg soup is not enuff. (LOL)
i was so encouraged and spurred on even more to do exactly what GOD has called me to.
THANK YOU JEM JEM! ((:
one day. SOON!
then my cousins: JONATHAN, JENINE WEE, CHERYL, ESTHER, ALETHIA WEE
totally MADE MY DAY!
they're so super adorable.
so super funny because they talk like adults even though the oldest is only 9 this yr.
they hugged me. played with me.
took photos with and of me.
showed me how to play DS!
HAHA.
then it was to 5th GRANDUNCLE'S HOUSE.
i always love his place.
i dunno why.
though we only see each other once a yr, it always feels like we're super close.
and we talked abt missions and doing GOD's work there and all.
SUPER COOL! (((:
YEP.
then JOJO&CHRISTIAN'S HOUSE!
ooh goodness me, ROWENA JOY EBER is EXTREMELY cute and HIGHLY intelligent.
she's only 2yrs and 3mths nw, she's SUPER SMART!
super brilliant. speaks clearly.
proper english. ((:
and understands all tt i say.
she's so cool!
and so open and so SOCIALABLE!!!!
LOL.
she's SO CUTEEEE!!! aiyooo! i played with her more than 2 hrs lehh!
and then it was ministry time as we prayed for their family.
and CHRISTIAN is so nice.
he gave me cough medicine. coz he hear me cough until super bad. ://
and and, it felt great to see uncle CHRIS again! HEHE.
and for the 1st time meeting jonathan! haha. :p
he's so TALL!
oh and aunty margaret gave me manuka honey!!
she's so sweet.
and i got a photo of LEONARD smiling. LOL!
so goodlooking. jus like his daddy. LOL.
(((:
hahaa.. photos will be up sooN! :p
great day!
gonna sleep soon!
long day tmr! HEH.
and wed back to SERVE!
(((:
DEAR LORD, YOU SUSTAIN ME.
LORD, YOU'RE SOVERIGN.
DIRECT ME LORD.
IT'S SO SAD.
SO PAINFUL.
BUT, IN ALL THINGS, GOD WORKS FOR OUR GOOD.
AND HE'S FAITHFUL TO COMPLETE WHAT HE HAS STARTED IN US!
(((:
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
| Slid down the rainbow at 23:08 |
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| Sunday, January 25, 2009 |
| THANK YOU. |
well, it broke my heart when i read those words.
BUT, in anyway...
THANK YOU.
thank You for being you.
thank You for being there.
thank You for loving me.
thank You for your patience,
your understanding,
your sensitivity,
your GOD-fearing spirit.
Thank You for making a decision.
for correcting what was wrong.
thank You for everything said and shared.
thank You for being the ONE.
(((:
thank You.
because, i love You!
okay, thanks ernest, for listening in the train.
for the tissues.
thanks tim, for just sitting beside me silently and letting my tears flow.
thanks sus, for the hug, for allowing me to rant.
for the book, for the perspectives and views and all.
thanks carissa, for listening and the hugs.
thanks GABRIEL.
MR GABRIEL WONG, you do not know how much you've really been a blessing to me.
all your silent deeds.
your sensitivity.
your patience.
your being there for me! OH MYY!.
i'm so super touched by you the whole of yesterday.
for all the times, i tell u "oh gabby, you sure u're 21?"
i can tell u, the whole of yesterday told me STRAIGHT IN MY FACE,
yes, gabby is 21!
you're super sweet!
May you be blessed!
thanks YJ.
for the interesting talk.
thanks for broadening my perspectives.
and encouraging me.
and telling me how Good GOD truly is.
thank you for allowing gabby to send me home first.
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Thanks Melvin.
for encouraging me too.
and helping me to reason out the WHY part in me.
thanks for listening to me and sharing with me.
and still truly encouraging me though you're going thru a rough patch yourself.
((:
if i could have one desire,
before my life is through,
even in my darkest night,
my light will SHINE for YOU.
Most importantly, last but not least,
thank YOU JESUS.
for Your word so true.
NEVER LEAVING NOR FORSAKING ME.
FOR being my comfort in times of distress.
thank You Lord, for Your grace is sufficient for me!
Thank You Lord.
i Just want to thank You Lord, for intervening!
((:
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
| Slid down the rainbow at 18:51 |
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| IT's tough. BUT, GOD IS IN CONTROL. |
heyy ((((:
been going thru a rough patch in life.
and it aint easy at all.
yet, we all know, that at the end of this dark and what seems like a long tunnel will be the light.
and that the BREAKTHRU will come.
and yes, i am still being prayerful.
putting all my trust and hope in GOD.
and in HIM alone.
coz man can disappoint us. but GOD will never.
it's been said 2009 wud be tough.
and now, reality sets in.
it sure is tough.
but i thank GOD for this molding period.
no more, no more crying.
enough is enough.
and yep, i believe GOD is strong and able to carry me thru this hard time.
((((:
so i believe that GOD will do the same for u.
each of you who is going thru a tough time...
GOD will provide a way out for u.
((:
do not worry. ((:
read Matthew 6:25 - 34
i think today's sermon was super timely and powerful!
topic: BREAKTHROUGH in PRAYER!
and, rev mike used 2Samuel 5:17 - 24.
and like how DAVID put his trust in GOD.
and went by faith and won the enemies.
yep.
3main points.
#1. When you're faced with painful odds, begin with prayer! (v 17-19)
#2. When you pray, pray in FAITH to expect a breakthrough! (v 20- 21)
#3. When you pray, dont tell GOD what to do. Simply report for duty and wait for HIS instructions! (V 22-25)
yep, BLESSED CHINESE NEW YR! (((:
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
| Slid down the rainbow at 18:11 |
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| Tuesday, January 20, 2009 |
| i'n drained... |
heyy ((:
i'm super tired.
i dunno why.
i think it's extremely tiring when u have to go for SERVE every single day.
and to dive deep into GOD's word.
and to upkeep friendships
and yet, to serve in church.
and dance, and drum, and jam, and birthday parties.
ooh.. it drives me nuts. no time to rest.
no time for myself. WHOA, it's time to flY! LOL. :P
yep, hopefully soon, when i saved enuff, i'm gonna fly.
gonna make 3 trips out of singapore this yr!
i must, and i will.
the other thing is to lose weight. yah.
sleep at correct timing and wake up early.
tt shud help, plus all the no eating this, and no eating that.
heh.
i want my saturdays free.
guess what? up to date, i've only had 1 sat to myself.
next sat is CNY week, so going ps G's hse. HEH.
then the following sat is mich's 21st bday.
so i'll be going too. LOL.
HEH.
and then what's next? i really dunno!
then soon it'll be my birthday.
i hope it wud be fun.
HEHE.
hint hint, u guys can start planning now.
yeah, i think i've to save even more, coz i'm gonna get myself the stuff left on my wish list!
WOOHOO!!!
shopping really helps to relive stress u know? HAHAHA!! :P
but i spend, i oso save too okay? HAHA.
:P
so bored now.
i'm bored and sick of being sick! BAHH!
more medicine and gonna see doc laters.
CNY faster come! i wanna go shopping. HEHE!
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
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| Sunday, January 18, 2009 |
| WHOA. |
heyy (((:
this morning, i managed to get up at like 8.10am to go to church. and tho, i cudnt meet yj, ernest and cass in the morning at semb station, i met them at 142. LOL!
see, i wasnt tt late. HEHE. :P
and we reached church real early. :P i like that feeling. HEHE.
was supposed to go shopping today wiht CASS. but in the end...
i ended up having a heart to heart talk with ER GE!!!
which was pretty good. but it sure made me feel like crying after that.
HEH.
many things surfaced.
made me think abt alot of things.
made me re-think abt stuff.
made me realised stuff and all.
but all in all, it was good lah.
MAIN SERVICE was good today. (((;
worship was wonderful!
i knelt that, i had this compelling feeling to just kneel before GOD
and to cry out to HIM!
and i did.
and i asked GOD for a transformation.
i prayed and prayed and prayed.
and today, i was slightly attacked.
but i managed to overcome it.
GOD's so amazing! and HIS love for us NEVER ceases!!! ((((:
tt's the most precious and best thing! :p EVER!
and YOUTH SERVICE...
i think ernest is super good. (((:
yep, ernest, u sounded good on the keys!
and melvin, i think you were super ZAI today!
good job! keep practicing ya? (((:
and jem, great leading! HEHE. :P
and for the dancers, i'm sure you enjoyed yourself worshipping GOD thru dance today! (((:
let's all commit together and learn to dance unto the LORD!
okayy, i think i gtg. :P
will update more next wk! (((;
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
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| Friday, January 16, 2009 |
| SHOPPING THERAPY |
heyy!!!
u know, i think i can only blog once a wk?
LOL!!! SERVE WAS GOOD. as usual.
we finished the whole gospel of MARK! (((:
power eh? in 1 sitting.
and i actually finished it twice.
coz i did it last night for homework! HEHE!
anw, and we learned how to draft out our own sermon
and to pick out our verses and all.
super cooL!
and i was like sick thru this wk. :(
quite sian. OH WELLS. ://
and today, we didnt have any break.
but, we withstood it!!!
and aft tt, i went shopping with mummy in town!
HAHA!! bought 2 pairs of very pretty shoes!!! ((((:
wanted to buy one real cute one but it costs $63!!! -.-
and wanted buy a dress and top. but in total wud be $128.70! -.-
but it was really pretty. :((( from fashion.LAB.
BUT, i went girdano and bought a pair of jeans! HEHE
wanted to buy 2 coz gt 40% discount, but in the end, mummy didnt want me to buy the grey one coz..... OH WELLS, too long to explain!
HAHA. but i wud still look for grey and black jeans! HEHE!!!!
more LONGS!!!! :P
and i'm having it altered. so it's stil in the shop. :P
shud be able to collect on tues. (((:
anw, and i took photo with charmaine today!!! HEHE!!! 3 shots. :P
hehe.
and i totally need to lose weight. so demoralising to know i'm EXTREMELY fat.
oh wells, i WILL okay?! just watch!
HEHE!!!
okay. gtg
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
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| Monday, January 12, 2009 |
| 2 ppl made my day today |
hehehee..
the very TWO ppl who made my day today are.....
CHARMAINE ONG (frm SERVE) and CARISSA FAN!!!
they're so super nice. and they made me smile.
i was quite surprised tt charmaine msged me to tell me to get well sooon and that she'll see me tomorrow! HAHAHA. i'm MISSED! :P
and CARISSA suddenly msged me out of the blue to ask me if i wanted to dinner with her in SEMB! LOL! :P so nice right?
2 surprises that made my day!!! HAHAHAHA! :p
hehe.. thanks girlfriends! (((:
love U!
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
| Slid down the rainbow at 19:32 |
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| i dunno |
i dunno why.
honestly.
why i'm struggling so much.
what's wrong with me?
what happened along the way?
did MI and the ppl there change me tt much?
why am i the way i am now?!
why do i always get dragged down and bogged down?
why do i not have self-discipline??
why am i such a lazy person?
it hurts so much.
does anyone besides GOD understand?
TRUST is such a simple word....
yet, easier said than done.
i always believe it takes two hands to clap.
this yr is gonna be a yr of discouragement, sianness and disappointments.
i'm not gonna entertain it.
LORD, You're King of kings, Lord of lords,
Lord, u've brought me to this point, i know You wont forsake nor leave me!
put YOUR hedge of protection round me pls.
Lord, i thank You for everyone in SERVE.
Lord, i want to serve YOU!
i really do.
pls Lord, pls give me Self-discipline
and self-control
and pls help me to be complete and happy once again in YOUR presence Lord.
give me the strength to carry on.
help me to pin ALL my hopes on You and not on MAN.
thank You Lord!
IN JESUS' NAME,
AMEN! (((: |
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| CHAPALANG |
 ICE WATERMELON!!! FILLED WITH LOVE! (((:
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| WATCHNIGHT SERVICE |
this was taken at like 1plus in the morning?? LOL
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| EL-SHADDAI CONFERENCE! |
heyy (((:
i haven been able to blog for more than a week because SERVE PROGRAMME has started!!! HAHAH! ((:
and i've been staying in PP, in my brother's house.
i tell u, it makes so much difference living in pp lah!
can just walk lor. 10 mins! :P or less. HAHA.
and i can wake up at 7 plus! and still have breakfast and all.
i didnt go for SERVE today coz i'm sick. :(
i lost my voice.
and i went to see doc, the doc gave me anti-biotics. :P
and my friends in SERVE are so super cooL!
they're nice and friendly! LOL! :P
HEHE.
they are... CHARMAINE, EIRENE, JO, AARON, JAMES, TIMOTHY, ZOE, AU, JON NG, ABIGAIL, RODNEY, WEILIANG, NICHOLAS, ADEL, SHAKIL, JESSIE, SHIRLEY, JEREMY, GLORIA, JOSIAH!!! ((((: and together, WE ARE DOULOS~!!! (which means servant in greek!) ((:
no pictures to post yet. hopefully soon. HEH.
and yes, EL-SHADDAI CONFERENCE IS COMING!!!
6 to 7 feb (fri - sat)
i really hope all of you (esp those in POINT COMM) would avail urselves amidst ur exams and all to come for this conference to be equipped.!!! (((: and i pray u'll be blessed.
dun look at the price you have to pay, but think of the reward you'll received by going!!! (((:
remember to let either PASTOR G or brandon know by sunday latest!!! (((:
okayy, i gtg!
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
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| Saturday, January 03, 2009 |
| 2009!! |
heyyy (((:
blessed new year!!!
its alrdy 3 days into the new yr and i dun feel like its 2009! i stil write my dates as 08. LOL! :P its so exciting! coz it's finally here!!! everything's like happening extremely fast.
new yr jus started but it alrdy feels like it's past so fast! goodness. yep, i've to agree with jem tt 2008 was definitely a roller coaster ride for me.
1st of all, it was where transformation took place. where loads of molding took place.
where GOD really pulled me back to HIM and melt my heart and changed my life.
still in the process of refining.
but i believe GOD is doing smth big in my life!
i really wanna be more self-disciplined and self-controlled.
i've got alot of things to plan! alrdy some stuff are like fixed for the yr!
and tt's great. coz only 3 days into the new yr and it's like booked. LOL!
i realised, how i hate last min stuff. as in, i dun exactly plan things in detail, but i like to have the big picture before i add in the smaller, minute details. HAHA..
and i really got to thank GOD and all my family and friends who have supported me and saw me thru 2008! thru all the times when i was so super down and really wanted to give up and all, thank U for being so patient with me and still embracing me and walking down the road with me! (((:
SERVE PROG is gonna take 3 mths. by then As wud be out.
then it wud be deciding which UNI and what course to take.
and in the mean time, it wud be taking BTT (yeah, i haven taken it) LOL!
and complete the whole driving thing.
and to SERVE GOD. i'm super happy to be back on P&P serving with gabbY! (((:
oh yes, and now, it's super different because we no longer have cell on fri.
and no service on sats.
i thot it was only my sat tt is freed up.
i realised, i'm super free nw. yepp, i really am. LOL! :P
super happY! can stay home and do stuff, and clear stuff, and do housework! HAHA.
and save money!
i need to draw closer to GOD.
2009 has been said to be a difficult year for all of us...
but my encouragement is..
PRESS ON! stay close to PAPA GOD.
be alert and be very careful!
weigh ur priorities!
GOD should always come first!!!
SEEK YE FIRST HIS KINGDOM AND HIS RIGHTEOUSNESS AND ALL THE OTHER THINGS SHALL BE ADDED UNTO YOU!!!
in HIS love.
CHARI ** ((: |
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Adidas WatchBagpack- ben & jerry's strawberry cheesecake
havaianas slippers (slim)
<3 to RENA! ((: thankyouu!- many photos
LG [the secret] ((:many thanks to mummy and daddy!<33 :DD- SONY CAMERA ((:
- BLACK ipod nano!
- ASICS shoes
- large,black CRUMPLER
NIKE [purple] bottle!Wallet- more LOVE!
- SPIRITUAL FOOD! MORE PLEASE!
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